Stay with me/Yoonkook

Chapter 11

yoongi held the dinner plate in his hand and stood in front of jungkook's door, preparing himself to face the younger. jungkook didn't leave his room the whole day and yoongi was too coward to approach the younger. so his mom gave him dinner and told him to take it to jungkook. she also said to him that jungkook won't eat by himself so he has to make him eat anyhow.

he took a deep breath and knocked. he waited for a few seconds but jungkook didn't answer so he opened the door gently not to startle the younger. when he entered his room, jungkook was not in his bed, but the bathroom lights were on so he supposed that jungkook was in the bathroom.

 he placed the dinner on the table and decided to wait for jungkook to come around. while waiting he looked around jungkook's room and he noticed for the first time how dull jungkook's room seemed. the blinds were closed and the bed was unmade. jungkook's dirty clothes were thrown on one side of the room, there were papers scattered all across his bed. he took a piece of paper and read the words,

I wake up in a castle
In a blossoming garden 
Feeling so lonely 
I hung myself in this mess filled with thorns.

he scrunched his eyebrow, confused. it took him a minute to realize that they are song lyrics. he didn't know that jungkook wrote or sing music. but then it hit him, how he once meet jungkook in the music room and he said that he was there to use the studio. 

"what are you doing here?" yoongi got startled by jungkook's voice. he turned around and saw jungkook standing by the bathroom door. his expressions were somewhere between surprised and scared. yoongi noticed he was hiding something in his hand.

"jungkookah," yoongi said and looked at the dinner and back at jungkook. jungkook followed his eyes.

"I don't want to eat anything, yoongi and you should leave," jungkook said hurriedly walking toward his closet to hide whatever was in his fist. 

"at least let me explain and apologize jungkookah," yoongi said approaching the younger. jungkook shut his closet and turned around raising his palm to stop yoongi from getting any closer. yoongi stopped in his path.

"I do not want to hear anything," jungkook said looking yoongi in the eyes. yoongi could see that the younger was angry and in pain. tears were welling up in his eyes. 

"jungkook" yoongi said in the softest voice as he approached jungkook very slowly. jungkook stood there, his lips trembling, letting yoongi get close to him.  yoongi was close but not close enough. he maintained his distance. but he reached for jungkook's hand and wrapped his palm around jungkook's fingers, letting the warmth of his hand comfort the younger. jungkook closed his eyes, letting the tears fall from his eyes.

"Hy" yoongi whispered and placed his hand on jungkook's cheeks, wiping his tear. jungkook sniffed and looked at yoongi with teary eyes.

"I hate you I hate you so much," jungkook said through tears as yoongi continued to rub his cheeks and wipe his tears. 

"I know baby. I am sorry" yoongi whispered, gently wiping his tears away and caressing his knuckles. 

"come here" yoongi guided the younger to the bed and made him sit. then he kneeled in front of him till they were face to face. jungkook was not looking at him, he was looking down, sniffing. yoongi took jungkook's hand in his. 

"jungkookah, I'm sorry I was not there for you. I knew you were hurting but I still left and trust me I hate myself for it but please give hyung a chance. let me be there for you. I want to be there for you" yoongi said and jungkook looked up at him. he know yoongi is genuine. he knows yoongi cares for him. and he missed yoongi so much. he missed his embrace. he looked at yoongi who was waiting for jungkook to say something, tears falling down his eyes too. he wiped yoongi's tears and nodded.

"Okay," he said in a small voice. and yoongi understood him.

"Okay," yoongi smiled and kissed jungkook's hand he was holding. 

"come on your dinner is getting cold," yoongi said standing up, picking up the dinner plate, and placing it on the bed in front of jungkook. he looked at the food and then at yoongi.

"I'm not hungry," he said his voice barely a whisper.

"you didn't eat anything since morning bun. please eat a little." yoongi said and jungkook just shook his head. yoongi sighed and sat beside jungkook and took the dinner plate in his lap. he scoped food in the spoon and placed it in front of the younger. jungkook looked at him with his doe eyes.

"Please baby, for me," yoongi said. jungkook sighed but took the bite making yoongi smile. yoongi feeds jungkook in silence. he looking out of the window and yoongi looking at him. when he finished the food, yoongi made him drink water. The whole time jungkook didn't say a single word.

"jungkookah?" yoongi said and jungkook looked up at him.

"do you want to go for a walk with me?" yoongi asked. jungkook shook his head. yoongi sighed and looked down.

"do you want me to get you something?" yoongi asked again. jungkook thought for a second and then looked up at yoongi.

"Can you get me some painkillers?" he asked yoongi in the smallest and softest voice.

"of course" yoongi gave him a small smile. he stood up took the empty dishes and left jungkook's room.

jungkook was quick to get up from his bed and run to his bathroom. he closed the door and kneeled by the toilet and threw up everything he just ate. he knew yoongi would be coming back soon so after throwing up he quickly washed and got in his bed again. 

after a few minutes, yoongi entered his room, the room was dark because he turned off the light. yoongi approached his bed and turned the table lamp. jungkook sat up on the bed, fidgeting with his fingers. 

"here," yoongi said handing him a pill and a glass of water. jungkook took the pill and drank the water, handing it back to yoongi. 

"Sleep now," yoongi said helping jungkook to the bed he tucked him in and sat by him. they both just looked at each other till it got awkward. 

"umm, I should go. good night jungkookah" yoongi stood up awkwardly and turned to leave. when he was by the door, he heard jungkook's little voice.

"Hyung" he turned around to look at the younger. jungkook didn't say anything he just shifted in his bed making a room for yoongi and looked at him with his doe eyes. yoongi just smiled at him and walked toward the bed again. he got in covers with jungkook and the younger wasted no time curling himself in yoongi's arms. yoongi wrapped his arms around jungkook, resting his head on the younger's head.

"you okay?" yoongi asked kissing younger's head. just shook his head, his silent tears staining yoongi's shirt.

"It's okay hyung got you," yoongi said and kissed jungkook's head once again. he held him till he fall asleep in his arms.

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