Depressed shits~

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I just can't believe it,
How things changed for me.....
It feels like it was yesterday
When I cried for the first time,
And it feels like it was yesterday,
When I jumped high....
Jumped high to open the cupboard,
Cried because my hand was too small.

Let's just be honest, we all wanted to grow one day,
Be an adult and have fun our way.....
But now, we regret it all,
cherish all those small moments, that we never Gave much thought....

The world was very different from our thoughts,
We never had those adventures, that were shown in those movies
And even after surviving this pandemic
It just feels so......empty!

Sometimes I wonder, when did that cupboard became so small,
And sometimes I wonder, was I even ever small...?
So many things, that we just leave,
and than we think, what were those things....

There are people, whom we think we can't live without,
But then we met with a silence instead of their calls
A stranger becomes a friend, and soon after
We are strangers again.....

Is this what newton meant, when he gave his third law
You make a stranger your friend, and that friend soon makes you a stranger
"Oh well, who cares"
And in the end, that's all we can ever say....

When did we become so practical,
Speaking only those things, that were acceptable..?
We grew up, keeping up with this 'Act your age' pact,
And soon, just like everyone, we went to this 'grown up' hell
Watching The kids grow up, realizing the child within us, is already gone.....