I feel like my world is shattering
The fantasies that I had are slowly cracking
The reality that I purposefully hid in the corner of my head
found its escape and is coming to take its revenge
I was desperate to find happiness
To bring a smile on my face
Without realizing, it costs more than I can pay
Or maybe I did realize it, but it was too bothersome for me to pay any attention to it
So I ignored it, just like you ignore any Thorn in your way
But to my regret, the thorn was bigger than I thought, which I could not ignore
The thorn was nothing else than the reality, pushing deep through my skin, making me realize I was just dreaming
Making me realize that the path I thought was a garden of flowers, was actually a garden of thorns in which I stepped in
And because of my neglect ness, I lost the chance to get out of this hell hole.....
Since I've chosen a path of imagination, and reality made its way out, I know I'll have to suffer until its proud
This is the price I'll have to pay, for wanting to be happy for myself.....
YOU ARE READING
Depressed shits~
PoetrySome shitty poems I created when I was, well u can say, depressed..!? most of them are written at 3 am when I could barely open my eyes, so excuse all the grammatical mistakes lol
