Reflection: Adopted by Fifth Harmony

Finding Out

(A/N: Written with my BFFFAM, @SillyThings)

A couple weeks later, as expected, Simon had me in the studio almost non-stop recording songs. Some were originals, some were covers, some weren't. Ideally, the ones that the pitch team liked best would come together for an EP.

I was taking a break from recording when I saw it.

Blasted all over twitter.

#UnfaithfulJauregui

#Cheater

#LaurenCheats

#Paurenisgone

#Vamps

#Paige

There were pictures of the Vamps and Lauren everywhere, with those hashtags. I was telling myself it was just a rumor, but I was also becoming furious. I tried to stay calm, because I didn't know the whole story.

Then I found the link that had the story. It was an interview with the Vamps, when asked about romance, they replied that they all had been involved with the same woman. When asked who, they all responded Lauren Jauregui. My Lauren Jauregui. What the actual fuck?

My squeezed my fists together to keep from throwing the chairs. She didn't just cheat with one person. I took a deep breath, then called her. She answered after the fourth ring.

"Hey baby" She sounded kinda breathless.

"Hi, are you okay? You sound breathless.." I trailed off, trying to sound concerned and not like I was angry. I decided to lie to her and make it seem like I wasn't gonna make it home until later.

"Yeah I'm fine Paige" She tried to muffle, what sounded like a moan. I was becoming more upset by the minute, what the hell is she doing?

"Okay, well I was calling to say I wouldn't be home until later, they want me to do a few more songs." I lied, knowing that I was on my way home as we speak. I grabbed my stuff and walked towards my car.

"Ohh alright, well I love you have a good time, no worries" I hung up after that, I couldn't listen to her say she loves me. She's lying, you don't cheat on someone you love. I mean it's not like I don't put out, because I do.

I don't see why she needs to cheat on me. I got in my car and drove off, not even worrying about my seatbelt. I pulled up to the house and quietly walked in. I could hear a faint thumping noise. It listened closer, it was coming from upstairs. I walked towards the room, as I got closer the thumping got louder. And a sound I would never forget filled my ears, Lauren's moans. I'd never heard anyone moan like her, they were quite distinct. Something I loved, and Lauren was ruining it by sharing it with someone else. She was swearing in spanish, I could not listen to it anymore, I opened the door and pulled what looked to be Tristan, off of her.

"What the fuck Lauren?" I screamed. Almost slamming him into the door. It took every bone in my body not to grab her off the bed as well."Umm... I thought you weren't coming home until later?" She stammered, her cheeks slightly flushed.

"Yeah, and I thought you weren't a cheater!" I yelled, angry tears forming in my eyes.

"I.. I'm not.."

I laughed bitterly, "Says the one literally caught in the act.. How could I have been so stupid?"

"You're not."

"I AM! BECAUSE I SPENT ALL MY TIME CARING FOR YOU WHEN YOU BARELY EVEN CARED FOR ME. I TRIED TO DENY IT. I tried. I tried over and over and over again to believe you, and do everything I could to keep you and this is legit how you repay me? Why am I even arguing with you? I'm leaving."

"Paige, wait, don't leave. Don't leave me, please..."

"Goodbye, Lauren." I turned, glaring at Tristan who stood awkwardly in the corner. I slammed the door and ran down the stairs, hopping back into my car. Once I was in the car, keys in the ignition with the doors locked, I broke down.

I let loud sobs rack my body, leaning down on the steering wheel.

I almost didn't hear my phone buzz with a text from the girls:

Are you okay?

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I don't know... am I?