minsung oneshots

⚠ i wasn't ready 💔

Really really sad

Not idols anymore

Just know, this was just a prompt, i was feeling down. Just know that I love guys o((>ω< ))o

Triggers: contains suicide and death

(a/n: listening to 'none but the lonely heart' by Tchaikovsky and 'the streets of Belgrade' by infinity ripple. If you want to feel more heart broken, read the story and listen to them at the same time)

"Min? Please, eat something." Chan asked, concern lacing his voice.

"Leave me alone. I'm not hungry."

Minho stared at the floor, eyes blank, tears dried to his cheeks.

"Minho, pl-"

"No! Please," he took a deep breath, feeling like he was gonna start crying again, "just go. Please. All of you just leave me alone."

Chan left the room, defeated. Chan looked at the rest of the members, "Still nothing. He's not getting better. I don't know what to do." Chan started crying, felix rubbed his back, knowing that the oldest felt failure in not protecting them. They left, not wanting to upset Minho further, make him sadder than he already was. Chan, Changbin, hyunjin, felix, seungmin, and jeongin left Minho's apartment.

Back in the room, Minho started crying again, not normal sobs, but angry, screaming was more like it. Haggard breaths with even inhale and exhale. He pulled at his hair and looked in the mirror. He yelled and punched it, hating his reflection back at him, causing it to shatter into pieces.

"WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME?!" He punched the wall with every word. "WHY?" Minho sank down into the floor, "why?"

"Sungie, please. I- I miss you. . . I need you." Minho cried into his hands

*a week earlier*

"Baby? Are you done? We need to go soon." Minho stood in the mirror fixing his hair and his coat.

"I'm coming, minnie!" Jisung hopped down the stairs and looped his arm with Minho's.

They planned to go out to dinner, and then for a walk around the park. Minho made it a surprise, that's why it took jisung so long to get ready.

Minho looked at jisung with the biggest smile on his face. "I'm ready to go, baby."

He raised his head to kiss Minho's cheek. "You look beautiful, baby." Minho kissed jisung's lips, looking at the younger lovingly.

They headed to the restaurant, hand in hand and enjoyed their dinner together. It was simple yet elegant, exactly how they both liked it. Of course, the two boys were already happy just being with each other.

After dinner, they went to the park, Minho's hand never left jisung's. The streets were a bit crowded, but they just ignored it. A man ran past them, colliding with a few people. In all the commotion, Minho and jisung's hands disconnected.

Minho looked back at the dude to shout an insult, but he realized that jisung was not beside him anymore. He looked forward, just to see that jisung had been pushed into the middle of the road. He watched in terror, in that one second that he pushed through the crowd to get to him.

It was like everything happened in slow motion, they were both frozen in fear. Jisung's eyes flashed toward Minho. He mouthed "i love you."

Then he was gone. A car crashed into the young man.

"JISUNG!"

Time went back to normal and Minho shoved through the crowd of people, tears clouding his vision. He ran to jisung, seeing him lying in the road, blood dripping down from his forehead and his mouth. Minho lifted his body into his arms. "Jisung!" He checked his pulse that was almost non-existent.