minsung oneshots

killing ⚠

sorry this took so long ._. the motivation was nowhere to be found.

ummm... toxic relationship

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"Minho. You have to get out of bed." The light from the hallway entered my room  and I almost hissed at the sight of it. I was perfectly content to be in my bed surrounded by darkness for the rest of my life. "Not until it's him opening that door."

Hyunjin sighed, "He'll come back in a few days lying about what he did and apologize again and you'll forgive him again then you two will be back together  until he leaves again. Now get up, or I'm throwing out all of your pudding cups." He slammed the door after turning on the lights.

I sighed at his frustration and decided to completely ignore what he said about my boyfriend. Hyunjin and Jisung never ever really got along, I think they tried for my sake, but once Jisung and I broke up the second time, Hyunjin was over it.

He was the only one who really knew the nature of our relationship, I was too nervous to let anyone else know and also because it wasn't any of their business how we dated or what we did while we were together. 

I knew he loved me and that he would always come back to me no matter what, so every time he left I never felt too worried. But I did hate it when he ran from us, I wanted him to be around me always so when he wasn't, it felt like he didn't care.

I didn't get out of bed, only once to bring my puddings into my room but then I locked the door and waited for Jisung to come back to me.

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Three days past. Nothing.

I stressed myself out, pacing my room, pulling at my hair, biting my nails. It was torture waiting for him and I knew that I couldn't go look for him or else he'd be upset. I hated it when he was mad at me.

Finally after a week I heard the door to the apartment open. "What the hell do you want you piece of shit? To fuck Minho over again?" Hyunjin's voice sounded angry and exhausted. But I was too happy to care, Jisung was finally back for me.

"Nothing to you, Hwang. I'm here for Minho because I love him." I smiled when he said he loved me. Hyunjin laughed, but not the 'that was funny' kind more like the ' you're a joke' kind. "You love Minho about as much I love dog shit on my shoes. The only reason I tolerate you is because of him. So say what you want to make him believe you and get the fuck out." I heard footsteps coming in two different directions; one coming towards me and the other walking away.

Someone knocked on my door so I launched myself back under the covers before they opened the door so it looked like I had been there the whole time. "Minho? Are you awake?" I didn't answer because even though I was more than elated to see him, I was still mad he took so long to come back to me.

"Minho darling, I came all this way to see you and you don't look at me. I feel a bit upset." I felt the bed lower as he sat down next to me. "You left me. Why should I look at you?" I mumbled under the blankets, but as soon as it left my lips, regret filled my body.

Jisung pulled the blanket off me, "Darling. I came back. That's all that matters. And it's your fault that I had to leave so if anyone should be upset, it would be me. You don't deserve to be mad at me." I watched his face turn from loving to the borders of anger. I didn't like that.

"Please don't be angry," I mumbled, wanting my blanket back so I could hide. The anger melted off Jisung's face as he stroked my hair gently, "Oh darling, I'm not angry...it's just, well you know how I get when someone gets too close to what is mine. You're mine, right?"