minsung oneshots

wishing pt 2 💘

i decided to combine parts 2 and 3 for this so it's a bit longer than usual stuff. almost everyone chose the 👽 so that's what you get.... *insert evil laugh*

i hope you like this because i put WAYYYYYY too much thought into this.

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Jisung fell in love with Minho the first time he saw Minho truly smile and laugh. He felt like it was the purest and most adorable sound he had ever heard. If asked, he could describe the scene in great detail any time, even though he knew no one would ever ask him. Because no one knew his feelings for Minho went, but he knew.

At first, he marked it as a nothing but a friend crush, making believe that the way he loved the older was they way one would care for their best friend, or their family. Jisung never felt like treating any of his friends the way he felt that he should treat Minho. In Jisung's eyes, Lee Minho could do no wrong.

But he soon realized that the older only saw him as a friend, maybe even as a younger brother. But as they grew up, he and Minho became closer and closer. Jisung even had to stop himself from breaking into song and dance when Minho suggested that they should move in together so things would be less expensive. It was like a slice of heaven in that apartment, just Jisung and the man who stole his heart.

All the nights were they would stay up late together and watch movies or just goof around were some of his best memories. Jisung's heart beat increased all the times that Minho would let him snuggle into his side and fall asleep during movies. To Jisung, it didn't matter that they had to be up early the next day, he was just glad to have someone to have fun with, to understand him. A best friend no matter what.

Jisung tried his hardest to keep all romantic feelings at bay, so he started dating a guy in his literature class in hopes that his feelings would disappear. But he knew it wasn't real, that love he showed for Jae was nothing compared to the love he had stored for Minho. And it was during one of those nights when Jisung was talking about all the things he would want to do on a date that he let himself except the reality of his feelings.

Jisung wanted Minho to be the one to do all those things with him. He longed for the feeling of Minho's beautiful lips on his and his calloused hands on his skin. Jisung made sure to hide it so well that no one would see the way his eyes lingered on Minho for longer than they did on his own boyfriend or how he couldn't help but smile whenever Minho entered the room.

For months he pretended to care about his and Jae's relationship, hoping to get a reaction from Minho. While in reality, he was doing all he could to not burst into tears, whenever Minho told him how happy he was for them and how well they complimented each other. All Jisung could bear to do was hold back a grimace and smile.

So he was torn when he decided to move out and live with Jae instead. Jisung was happy that he left so he wouldn't have to share the same house with someone he could never have. But he felt empty, living without the person he loved most and with the person he forced himself to love.

But there was no one he could go to to express how he felt because there was no way he could tell anyone that he was in love with his best friend while in a different relationship. His parents wanted nothing to do with him after he told them he was gay so he was left alone with his thoughts running rampant.

But things with Jae were going really well, so well, in fact that when Jae proposed to him, he only hesitated slightly before agreeing. The design of the ring wasn't really Jisung's style seeing that Jisung only wore silver jewelry, but he liked it regardless because it was for him. It was a symbol that he found love elsewhere and that he was able to move on from years of a one-sided love.