minsung oneshots

still with you💔

it was late. it was dark. it was them. minho and jisung. jisung and minho. they were always together. they were perfect, but opposite, yet it was clear they were meant for each other. like night and day. silver and gold.

they were gonna last forever, everyone knew it. The way their bodies leaned toward each other, always wanting a touch from the other. something as simple as a finger brush, or something like kisses. it was natural.

they were made for each other; quality time and physical affection. words of affirmation. everything fit like a puzzle. they were always ready to compromise, if they didn't agree. If they ever fought, it would be silence for 5 minutes then they would be cuddling in their bed 5 minutes later.

nothing could keep them apart. Not crazy exes, not society, not their families. even the petty arguments, moments of miscommunication, the love they shared was stronger than all of it. It was stronger than anything they had experienced. It had to be meant to be. They were meant to be.

Minho covered his eyes, allowing himself to cry. "I love you jisung." Jisung smiled softly, "I love you too, baby. what's wrong. why are you crying?"

"jisung, i love you so much. I'm so sorry, " minho sobbed into his shirt sleeves. "Minho. I'm right here. Please talk to me!"

Minho looked at his lap, jisung noticed the items that sat in front of minho. A velvet box, his favorite hoodie, and a photo of them on their first date 7 years ago. Minho's heavy sobs quieted into a silent cry. "Jisung, you love me don't you?"

"Of course I do. I just told you that." Minho smiled a little, bringing the hoodie into his lap. Minho toyed with the drawstring. "I bought this for you when you turned 20. You told me it was your favorite and that you would wear it forever, you little liar."

"When did i lie? I wore it almost everyday!" jisung crossed his arms, slightly offended. "You still stole my hoodies and jackets." Jisung bit his lip, not wanting to admit that minho was right. He looked down and realized that he was wearing minho's hoodie right then. He immediately felt embarrassed.

Minho sighed, setting down the hoodie to reach for the picture. It was such a long time ago. It felt like ages since their first date. Fresh out of high school, heading into college. Jisung had put on his big-boy pants and actually asked minho out first. Hands down the best decision he'd ever made.

"I was so happy when you asked me out, even though I always thought it was gonna be me that did it." Minho chuckled at the picture, the two of them in a tiny photo booth making silly faces. Jisung covered his in stickers immediately. Minho had smiled in adoration as the younger fawned over all of the choices.

He had let jisung put the extra stickers on his photo, all forest animals, but mostly squirrels and bunnies. Minho had two on his phone from another time. Jisung put them on minho's phone case as a joke, but minho never took them off. "They remind me of us. I like us." he had said, pulling jisung into an embrace.

Minho let the picture flutter to the ground, then picked up the velvet box, turning it in his fingers. "I was going to propose." He opened the box, revealing a ring. Jisung admired the ring in the box. It was simple, but still eye-catching. It was better than anything that jisung could've dreamed u. It was perfect. "i'm right here, why don't you?"

"I had this ring custom-made. I worked for months on it, I wanted it to be perfect for you. Keeping it a secret was the hardest part, trying not to spoil my own surprise."  Minho snapped the box shut and put on the ground like he couldn't bear to look at it any longer. Jisung felt tears in his eyes. "Minho! I'm right in front of you! Just ask! I love you!"

But minho said nothing, just let silent tears fall down his face. "I love you jisung. I miss you." Jisung stood up, "What do you mean you 'miss me'? I'm right here." Minho didn't respond. "minho!" the door opened and jeongin peeked his head in. "Minho? What are you doing in here?"

minho sighed, "reminiscing. being sad." he wiped at his tears trying to hide them from the youngest. Jeongin sat down next to minho, "Hyung, you don't have to do that. We're family, practically. I know it's hard, but all of us are here for you. You might not get over jisung being gone, but you can be happy again."

Jisung stared at them, "What are you guys talking about? I'm right here." he reached for minho, "minho, love, I'm right here." But his hand went right through minho's shoulder. Jisung recoiled and pulled his head to his chest. "What- minho?"

Minho didn't try told hold his tears back. The wells of sadness and anguish. All the feeling he felt since jisung passed. He felt weak crying like a baby into the shoulder of one of his best friends. jeongin held minho like he was a small child. His heart broke seeing minho in the state. minho couldn't stop crying, it was like the walls of a dam had broken. No one could stop it, no one could ever stop the sorrow, but over time a dam can be rebuilt, but never be the same.

none of them would ever be the same as 7, and there was nothing to fill the gaping hole. In that moment, jisung watched his boyfriend cry into the shoulder of another.

over him.

and there was nothing he could do to comfort him. suddenly jisung started crying. it was his jo to be there for minho, like minho had always been there for him. "min, i'm so sorry." jisung sat as close as he could, hoping that minho might feel some aura of comfort. "minho... i'm so sorry. i want to be here with you. forgive me."

minho sniffled, "it like he's here," he let out a small chuckle, "if he was, you know he'd be blaming himself. he always did that. he always said sorry even if it was nothing he could control." 

"yeah." they all sat in silence. it was comforting to minho, realizing through jeongin that he had people there for him, he wasn't really as alone as he felt. "I miss him. I miss him so much."

"we all do min." jisung could help but cry, hopeful tears, sad tears. All he wanted was for minho, and the others, to be happy again. Being gone was horrible enough, but he family, being sad for al ong time... it was a worse feeling.

 jeongin released minho from his hug, "do you want me to stay or do you want to be alone for a little?" "You can go, tell the others I'll be out in a minute." jeongin nodded, letting minho be alone once again.  but the solitude wasn't the same as being alone. minho felt peaceful, jisung sat next to him feeling the same. 

jisung knew minho would be ok. minho knew that jisung was still always there for him. in unison,

"I'll always be with you, sung."

"I'll always be with you, min."

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i feel better, being able to post more now. i hopw you enjoyed this. and that you have a wonderful rest of your week. you are amazing 😊😊