Intoxicated By Your Love

Dream

Enzo

6 years ago:

"And I'll be forever and ever grateful for your love". I sang.

Mia looked at me with eyes drowned in affection, covering her mouth with her hand, and then she leaned and kissed me deeply, expressing how much the song affected her.

"Did you like it?". I asked even though that kiss was enough to describe her emotions.

"I love it". she answered smiling.

That song was the first song I wrote, the first song I wrote about Mia, the first Song she heard from me, the first song that describes my feelings, the first Song that tells how grateful I was to meet her, the first song I wish to live with her forever.

"Play it for me again". She begged, then she held my hand to stop me and added.

"Promise me you won't play it for anyone else".

That was our secret, upon our promise I didn't allow anyone to hear my songs that I wrote about her, those were my feelings and no one should hear them except her.

We walked together, the weather was freezing, that's why I held her little hand and put it inside my pocket.

"What's your dream?". She asked out of nowhere.

"To marry you". I answered that was the only thing I wanted to achieve at that time.

"I mean a real dream".

I gasped and said teasingly.

"You don't want to marry me!"

She hit my shoulder gently shouting my name in a tone that commended me to stop joking around.

"I mean what you want to be or to do in the future". She cleared.

I had nothing in my mind, I had just got my life back after I was living in the dark

"I don't know". I answered.

"I know mine". She replied.

"Really, and what is it?". I asked.

"To be your manager".

I wondered why I would need a manager and she explained that in the future I'll be a famous guitarist with a very popular band. That's what she wanted me to be and she'll be my manager who'll organize my schedule.

Mia started already planning for the story of our future: we'll date secretly, so we can't have those annoying scandals, then everyone will start wondering why I didn't have a girlfriend yet, while she is standing behind me holding my hand. Later when we get married and everything becomes official everyone will be shocked and start asking when and how and for sure all the girls will get jealous of her because she's the girl that I chose over the girls in the world.

Mia had always planned for every step we will take in our lives, it was a trait of her personality and when I go back in time, I don't think that I constantly agreed with her plans. Sometimes I loved it, it's good to plan for your life, but other times she was kinda controlling.

I liked the future she created, she was the one who encouraged me to carry on playing the guitar and the dream that she thought about was something that I felt desired about.

"Do you think I can make it?". I asked as I stopped and looked straight into her eyes.

"Of course, you can, I trust you Enzo". She replied holding my hands.