Still Flowers For You [SeungJin]

Chapter 25

A/N: The stuff I research for this story...anyway...the holiday arc will be long. We're still in day 2! I thought I would write short snippets but I'm writing full scenes with some things that are alluded because writing too much sex is boring especially if it's the same. At the same time, they are experimenting a lot and while it's hot, it's also important for the plot.

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Anmyeondo, 21st January 2023, 5:30PM

Forget the twelve days of Christmas, it's the eight or so days of holiday adventures (alternatives: fuckmas and hiking).

They spent more than half an hour kissing and only stopped and realised how long it had been when Hyunjin's usual alarm to take his pills startled them.

Hyunjin's lips felt tender but so was his heart and that he couldn't apply lip balm to – which come to think of it, he was still using Seungmin's fruity gifts. He bounced back to the other who was sending some emails on his phone but he promptly lowered his phone and grabbed him tenderly by his hair to shorten the distance between them.

"Peach?" he asked, millimetres away from him and sniffing the scent out.

"Yeah. It's natural and safe to eat." 'you got it for me'

"Lucky me."

Seungmin shortened the distance between them until it was null; Hyunjin helped. Their lips moved languidly against each other. There was no rush.

By the time they were done this time, Hyunjin's head hurt a bit and he rubbed it.

"Let's drink some water." Seungmin suggested, always looking out for his health.

Sitting down on the sofa where they had a low table with some fancy looking photography books, they had said water. Hyunjin had cut up some of the fruit that Seungmin had bought earlier and they snacked.

"So, you want to increase your pain tolerance?"

Hyunjin nodded "And maybe some obedience training?"

Seungmin frowned. "You're pretty obedient. I mean you can be a brat but that's intentional. When you put your mind to it, you're very docile." Seungmin squeezed his hand, lightly tracing his fingers with his own.

"I know but I want to try one sessions where I only follow orders. No back talk or spit and fire or whatever. I know you like both ways but maybe if I find another dom they won't like the disobedience." He was thinking of the future although he worried he won't find a good one. The world was full of doms – especially men – who postures as if they were the big shit but most of them were not good and didn't take care of the subs' regards.

Hyunjin observed how Seungmin's expression shifted. His eyes blinked and opened as if he couldn't help closing them. Was he tired? There was something sour in his expression, like he had eaten lemons not strawberries. Seungmin almost looked...pained.

"Are you okay?" he asked gently, placing a hand on the other's leg and squeezing.

"Yeah. Sorry. Just the idea of you with someone else...I know it's wrong but I can't help but feel some jealousy. A lot actually. A part of me is also worried because you have some terrible experiences but anyway if you want to be trained for a future dom in those areas, I will gladly help as your current one."

Hyunjin appreciated the honesty. He was also...kind of happy that Seungmin found it difficult too. Not because he liked the other's suffering but because it meant they were still in a similar boat if not the same one.

"Thank you. If it's easier, I want to be trained mainly for myself. I like pleasing others but it's also pleasing for me." It pleased him to please people and while some may argue that it was societal conditioning, Hyunjin would respond with 'so what? I still like it'. He was still like that and had no issue with it. Issues arose when people tried to take advantage of him liking pleasing others as they thought he won't say 'no'. It was hard but he was learning.