Fool For You | HoonSuk [✓]

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Hyunsuk blinks once, twice. He just woke up from his sleep. He looked at his stomach. There's a pair of arms wrapped from the back. When cells in his brain slowly awaken, Hyunsuk feels his body ache. He also noticed that he's not wearing anything anymore. His lower half of his body is being covered by the comforter. What happened? The memories of last night slowly come back to his mind. One by one. Vividly. It made Hyunsuk spaced out for a few seconds before he decided to get off the bed. His body feels uncomfortable. He needs to take a shower.

The grip around his waist got tighter when Hyunsuk started to move. Hyunsuk turned at Jihoon who's currently still sleeping, snuggling his face on the back Hyunsuk's head. Hyunsuk tried to slowly moves Jihoon's arms that's hugging him. Trying not to wake him up. But Jihoon flinched every time Hyunsuk tried to move away. Hyunsuk put Jihoon's arm down on the bed when he managed to sit up straight. Jihoon's hand moves trying to find something to grab on before he suddenly opens his eyes. Jihoon holds his head when he feels that his head aches so bad. Jihoon looked at Hyunsuk. Their gazes met for a split second before Hyunsuk got down to grab his clothes on the floor. Jihoon tried to sit up straight on the bed but his headache killed him.

"Sleep more. It's still really early," Hyunsuk said after confirming what time it is now. Hyunsuk walked out from Jihoon's room and went to his room to grab his towel. Hyunsuk closes the door of the bathroom and quickly turns on the shower. He stood there for a second before he squatted down. Just letting the shower pour on him. Hyunsuk couldn't believe what had happened yesterday. It felt so unreal.

For him to have a sex with Jihoon like that was never in his thoughts. Not yet. Hyunsuk is not even sure if Jihoon is actually conscious of what they're doing. It's the very first time Hyunsuk slept with a guy and that guy is Jihoon. It would be useless if Jihoon didn't even remember it. And what if Jihoon hated it? Hyunsuk didn't really care if they finally did it even though Jihoon still didn't have any feelings toward him. But Hyunsuk wanted Jihoon to actually do it in the first place. While yesterday, Jihoon was totally drunk and Hyunsuk almost like he's taking advantage of that situation. It makes Hyunsuk in a dilemma right now. He really didn't want Jihoon to hate him.

Jihoon was really gentle with him yesterday. He kissed him dearly. Jihoon held him very carefully as if he could break at any moment. Hyunsuk couldn't get that memory out of his mind. Hyunsuk wonders what is in Jihoon's head while holding him yesterday. There's a lot of things he wanted to ask. Is it his first time with a guy? How did he know how to do a guy? How can he be so gentle and hold him very well? It's Hyunsuk's first time with a guy so he didn't really know what to do as well. But Jihoon always reassures him that he'll take care of it. And he really did. How can he be so detailed about him while being drunk? Hyunsuk hit his own head with his fist. It's not the time to recall that.

Hyunsuk took a deep breath after he showered. He looked at his reflection in the mirror. He really hates the fact that he actually looks glowing right now. Well. They said good sex will make someone look glowing. Hyunsuk opened the door of the bathroom. Jihoon was there. Standing in front of the door with his towel on his left shoulder. Hyunsuk quickly walked past Jihoon and went straight to his room.

Hyunsuk gets ready and goes straight to the kitchen to prepare Jihoon's breakfast. Hyunsuk didn't know why he hadn't gotten tired of doing this. It's probably because Jihoon looked happy whenever he ate the breakfast Hyunsuk prepared for him. Well. Jihoon always looked happy whenever he ate delicious food. And seeing Jihoon's happy face gives Hyunsuk more strength to go on with his day. That's why Hyunsuk never gets tired of it and tries his best to make more delicious food for Jihoon.

Because Jihoon already awake before Hyunsuk even done showering, Jihoon done getting ready earlier than usual. He already sit at the dining table before Hyunsuk served his food. Hyunsuk still trying to figure out how to acted around Jihoon after what they did yesterday. It's still felt awkward. Maybe he should just postpone his plan to stop 'act cold' to Jihoon to another time. He'll just go to work after he served Jihoon's breakfast. After done serving the breakfast, Hyunsuk walked back to the kitchen.

Hyunsuk almost jumped when Jihoon was standing so close to him when he turned around. Their eyes met for quite a while before Jihoon extended his arms to grab the coffee maker that's on the cabinet behind Hyunsuk. While Hyunsuk is being caged by Jihoon's other arm and the kitchen cabinet on his left. Hyunsuk didn't know while he acted like that. Maybe because he couldn't forget what happened last night. While Jihoon on the other hand looks calm. Just like how he usually acted. Did he even know what they did last night? Or did he have any memories about it? Hyunsuk didn't know. Really. Jihoon moved toward the power socket and plugged in the coffee machine. Hyunsuk walked out from the kitchen, or he thought he would. Jihoon held his hand. Not letting him to leave.

"Jihoon. I-"

"Do you have any important things to do at work that make you need to go to work this early?" Jihoon asked. Hyunsuk's heart felt like it almost stopped beating hearing Jihoon's voice. He can feel his face heated up to his ears. Hyunsuk shook his head before looking at his toes. Blame his body and hormones for reacting like that. Jihoon is still not letting Hyunsuk's hand go while preparing the coffee. It has been quite a while since the last time Jihoon prepared the coffee. Hyunsuk looked at his hand in Jihoon's. He tried to pull his hand but Jihoon's grip tightened a little making Hyunsuk just stay still. They stayed like that for a while. When the coffee is done, Jihoon pour the coffee into two mugs. One for Jihoon and one for Hyunsuk. Jihoon hands the mug to Hyunsuk.

Hyunsuk took the mug and Jihoon pulled him toward the dining table. He makes Hyunsuk sit at where he usually sits, across Jihoon. Jihoon took his seat and started to eat his breakfast. Hyunsuk stared at Jihoon but looked away when Jihoon looked at him. There is only silence between them. Jihoon cleaned the dirty dishes after he finished eating. Hyunsuk grabbed his bag, getting ready to go out to go to work. Hyunsuk noticed that Jihoon followed him out. Jihoon just walked behind him without saying anything. The two of them get inside the elevator. Hyunsuk noticed that Jihoon didn't bring the backpack he used to bring with him to work. Did he not have any work today?

"You're not going to work today?" Hyunsuk asked. Jihoon turned to Hyunsuk. As if it's a reflex, Hyunsuk looked elsewhere right after their eyes met. "Y-you didn't bring you backpack today,"

"I have a meeting later today. I don't have to go to work like usual," Jihoon said.

"Oh," Hyunsuk just nodded. Just like the breakfast today, the two of them just stay silent. Jihoon kept on walking a few steps behind Hyunsuk.

"Hyunsuk-ah," he called him. Hyunsuk turned toward Jihoon. "Is your body alright? I mean. Yesterday… I.. I might hurt your body,"

"Oh.. You remembered," Hyunsuk said while slowly turning away. "It's alright. You didn't even hurt my body. You didn't do me harshly last night. Which I really appreciate. As expected from you. Thank you for asking. And thank you for doing me gently,"

"I'm sorry," Jihoon said. "For what happened yesterday,"

"It's okay. I wanted it as well," Hyunsuk said.

"Not only that. Everything I've done yesterday. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to act like that. I don't know why. But.. I'm sorry for acting so childish," Jihoon said. "I know I'll sound really selfish but I hope you can bear with me,"

"Jihoon-ah," Hyunsuk turned to Jihoon. He forced himself to face Jihoon even though his heart was beating really wildly. After what happened last night, he couldn't help but feel nervous to look into Jihoon's eyes. "I've told you so many times that I like you. So, rest assured. I've been just fine with you all these months. You don't have to be worry about that,"

"Are you going to keep avoiding me?" Jihoon asked. "You couldn't even look into my eyes,"

"Can we talk about that later?" Hyunsuk asked. "I'll get going now. The university is just over there. It's not like you need to walk me there. Just go home and rest before your meeting later. Bye,"