Fool For You | HoonSuk [✓]

19

Hyunsuk stands in front of the laboratory's door. Staring at the door for quite a while. Jaehyuk who just arrived looked at Hyunsuk in confusion. He didn't move even an inch but just stood there staring at the door. 

"What are you doing?" Jaehyuk asked. Hyunsuk turned to Jaehyuk. He let out a sigh.

"Morning, Jaehyuk-ah," Hyunsuk said. He opened the door and walked in. Jaehyuk followed him to the locker room at the back of the laboratory. Hyunsuk still looked like his mind was not with him as he changed to the lab coat. After wearing his coat, Hyunsuk stared at his locker. 

"What's wrong with you, Choi Hyunsuk?" Jaehyuk asked. Hyunsuk turned at Jaehyuk before letting out a sigh. "You looked glowing but you acted like you're having the biggest problem in your life. Choose one can't you?"

"What to do, Jaehyuk-ah? I don't know how to act around Jihoon," Hyunsuk said.

"Huh? Really? The Choi Hyunsuk doesn't know how to act around his longtime crush, Jihoon? Are we changing the genre now? Don't you think it's too late for you to suddenly act all shy? Just stick with how you always did, Hyunsuk," Jaehyuk said. "It's not like you slept with him,"

"I.." Hyunsuk scratched his head. Jaehyuk's eyes widened seeing that response from Hyunsuk.

"You slept with him?!" Jaehyuk shouted.

"Yah. Do you really need to shout?" Hyunsuk asked.

"But seriously? You slept with him?" Jaehyuk asked again. Hyunsuk sighed before he nodded. "How? Like. Okay. That explains why you looked glowing today. Then? You slept with him. Did you force him to? Or did he got drunk and you raped him?"

"Do you think I am that type of human? Of course not," Hyunsuk said. "But he actually did get drunk. And I'm kinda take advantage of him. Probably,"

"Did he not remember about it?" Jaehyuk asked.

"He remembered everything. He's drunk but he still remembers it," Hyunsuk said. "He apologized that he slept with me. But I don't know. I can't even look at him. I can't look into his eyes. Whenever our eyes meet, I'll automatically look away. What If I make him feel bad by doing that? What should I do? Whenever I look at him, my heart feels like it's going to jump out from my chest. It hurts. But what if Jihoon thinks that I make him feel bad? What if he hates me for acting like this?"

"Seems like I'm worried about nothing. You're acting like the usual Choi Hyunsuk," Jaehyuk said.

"Don't you feel like this after you sleep with your boyfriend for the first time?" Hyunsuk asked.

"Why are you asking me? We're not the same homo sapiens," Jaehyuk said. "At least I didn't act like how you've been describing you are. We're in a different situation. You can't compare you to me in this situation. Me and my boyfriend are both in a relationship and I can say at least shared the similar feeling toward each other. While you? Did you guys even date? I'm not sure. He's drunk too when you're doing it. He probably just got carried away. And you've been thinking about it just too much. He probably didn't feel any difference. Is it the first time you ever slept with someone? You're acting as if you're a virgin,"

"It's not. But it's the first time I did it with a guy and it's the first time I ever slept with someone I have feelings for," Hyunsuk said.

"Just chill, okay? You shouldn't think much about it," Jaehyuk said. 

"I am chill," Hyunsuk said.

"You are not," Jaehyuk said.

"I'm done talking to you," Hyunsuk said.

"Sure, sure. Professor Kim asked you to meet him when you are free today. At his office," Jaehyuk said. "And just talk to him later. You never actually have a decent conversation with him, right?"