Chaeyoung.
The moment I said those words, I knew that there really is no turning back. I have contemplated this way even before Jisoo and I officially met each other. The chance is very slim since we're literally from 2 different worlds but I am willing to take all the risks.
"What is it that you wanted to tell me, Chaeyoung?" Jisoo prodded gently as she caressed my back softly. I looked up at her again and smiled a little nervously.
"I want to get pregnant with you," I said timidly. Jisoo stiffen beside me. She even stopped caressing my back. She cleared her throat quietly.
"As much as I wanted to, my love, I don't have the capability. But IVF can help though. I know a good doctor--" I gently put a fingertip against her lips to stop her from talking.
"Shush, stop rambling, love. It's not what I meant," I murmured, locking my lips in hers gently. Jisoo cupped her hands on my face as she deepened the kiss. I sucked on her lower lip, pulling her closer. I will never get enough of her and that makes the desire to have a child with her become stronger.
"What are you trying to say, love?" Jisoo murmured against my lips. I smiled and kissed her again. Briefly this time.
"What I'm trying to say is that there is a way for us to have a child. Sort of. Like with a man and a woman, love. You seem to forget that I'm not really from around here." Jisoo stared at me intently, I couldn't read her face and it's making me a little nervous.
I knew I should have not shocked her like this. I should have told her beforehand.
I touched her face gently, my hand shaking slightly.
"I'm so sorry for springing something like that to you. It's so insensitive of--" It was my time to be stopped from rambling. Jisoo kissed me again, pulling me closer. I wrapped my arms around her neck, wanting to close that little distance between our bodies.
"I would love to. It will be an honor for me to have a child with you, love. My God, is it really possible that we could have our own without a doctor's help? How?" I chuckled at Jisoo's reaction because she looked like a kid that's about to receive a big birthday present.
"Before the how, I would like to carry the baby, Soo. Unless, you would want to?" She shook her head gently, touching my face.
"I would be more happy to support you during the entire pregnancy period, love. I'm all for it if you want to be the one to carry."
"The process is a little complicated. It's not really widely known and is kind of forbidden because of the risks that come with it. See, women in my Kingdom have an alternative way to procreate for instance that they didn't fall in love with a man or simply just wanted a child. Still it requires a partner, same species of course. It's sort of the same process with the usual intercourse but with couples like us, the one who decides to carry will get the life essence of her partner, of course, the other party is going to give out a portion of life essence as well, to create a life." Jisoo looked like she's drinking everything I was saying.
"There is only one criteria needed and that is both parties' desire to make it happen is kind of all in? Like there shouldn't be anything that holds them back. I'm ready. I have wanted this ever since I realized that I'm in love with you."
"In all honesty, love, this is not something that I have been planning for myself before you came. I'm content with Jennie and a few friends. I know I suck at socializing and there's just no way that I would be in a relationship before. It makes me wonder right now, what did you ever see in me to feel that way? I mean, you're a literal Queen and I'm just a nobody and that's worse than being a commoner who is not allowed to be with someone like you and more to that, you are seriously fucking gorgeous so there," Jisoo murmured softly. I cupped my hands in her face gently.
