MORE THAN ONE SOULMATE... ( Sarah Paulson )

XXV - Her wishes

(Yn's POV)

-"Not really..." - you say averting your eyes, trying not to show how embarrassed you actually are. However, your cheeks turn to a light tone of pink, which gives you away instantly.

-"I think it's kind of hot, to be honest" - She giggles and caresses your neck one last time before getting up to go get a cloth for you, while you recover from the recent pleasurous debut.

-"How did your day go?" - Sarah asks, biting her lip between her teeth after she just fucked you ruthlessly. - "I was so eager to be with you, I even forgot to ask..."- She mumbles as she starts cleaning you up along with tender kisses on your exposed tummy.

-"It's not like the first thing I wanted to do with you was to talk about Uni either..." - you smirk, - "But I guess it went well, I've made a new friend and the campus seems pretty nice..." - you answer as you wonder if she's actually interested to know about your first day, or if she's just being polite by asking.

Soon enough Sarah's lips take a hold of yours, without letting you finish your thought -" I don't really care if I'm being honest," - She pauses. Her bluntness and disregard have an obvious effect on your facial expression, which she notices. - "Don't get me wrong," - She further explains - "it's not that I don't care if you are having a good college experience or not... but it makes me feel old, to think about how you were attending classes just today, the same day i put my head between your legs... it just makes the age difference that much more obvious for me... "

-"ohh, cause Holland's age difference is barely visible... " - you remark, trying to bring the topic of Sarah's current partner once again to the discussion table. - ''how does your brain deal with the age difference with her? " - you ask with a mocking but curious tone.

-"That's very different..." - Sarah says almost not understanding the question - "if anything, Holland could have that concern about having me as a partner..."

-"Did she?" - you ask, really curious to understand the dynamics between them.

-"Not really..." - she answers without needing to think about it for a second - "Holland knows what she wants and she doesn't allow for appearances or details to interfere with her wishes."

-"And she wanted you from the moment you met?" - you ask with a little of a perverted smile on your face and raising your eyebrows twice accordingly - "I mean, so did I... no one can blame her..."

-"Actually Holland and I met a long long time ago... I was dating someone else at the time and we just crossed paths, but yes..." - Sarah pauses, reminiscing. - "There was instant chemistry between us... I could see in her eyes the first time she looked at me up and down, she was already undressing me in her mind... And she was not afraid of letting me know it, either..."

-''How did that make you feel at the time? I mean if you were in a relationship with someone else ... Was that strange?"

-"No..." - Sarah admits shamelessly. - "It was quite sensual actually... We met a couple of times like that, she wouldn't take her eyes off of me or of my cleavage..." - Sarah tells blushing - "She even cornered me once when we were alone, she pushed me against the wall and whispered in my ear she wanted to have me..."

-"Oh my god" - you say a bit scandalized - "what about your girlfriend?"

-"Holland doesn't care..." - Sarah says now smiling, - '' Her wishes are her goals... And nothing can get in her way... Plus, the relationship I was in was already going south anyway... She knew that too... "

"Did you cheat?" - you whisper.

"No..." - She says a bit hurt that you even asked the question, but understanding - "It may be hard to believe, given that I'm in bed with you right now and my partner is in another country, but I've never cheated on anyone..."

-"It's not..." - you quickly rectify her

-"what?"

-"Hard to believe... It's not... it's quite clear that you are a very sensitive person... I was just wondering... And I wouldn't hold it against you if you had... Human beings make mistakes when they are stupidly in love..." - you say sweetly and Sarah blushes once again.

-"Are you speaking from experience now?" - she says referring to your situation

-"No.." - you smirk,- "So far, this has not been a mistake... Has it?"

-"No.. And if it is, it's one I don't mind making..." - Sarah says with a devilish smile, getting on top of you... - "And clearly neither does Holland"

-"wait..." - you say kindly... but trying to muster the courage and inner strength you need for the questions ahead. - "From your conversation, it seems as though Holland really gets off on the idea of you telling her intimate details about us..." - Sarah swallows the instant dryness in her mouth but you continue, - "Ryan knows Holland well, right?" - you ask for confirmation.

-"Yes... Quite well, why?" - Sarah asks, not following your thought process.

-"When Ryan was here, for lunch, he said something about Holland's intentions..." - As you explain, Sarah starts understanding where your conversation is going and widens her eyes. "He mentioned something about Holland wanting a threesome..." - Sarah doesn't know what to say, so she keeps quiet, waiting for an actual question from you - "And so did Diane, yesterday..." - Sarah nods but still doesn't say anything. - "Well?" - you ask for a comment on your remarks.

-"I don't know what to tell you..." - she confesses - "What exactly is your question?"

-"Has she ever manifested any interest in meeting me?"

-"Yes..." - she says, honestly.

-"For... sexual purposes.. ?" - you ask in more detail.

-"No..." - she sighs, - "Not directly..."

-"What does that mean, 'directly'?" - you double-check impatiently, but since Sarah kind of avoids coming clean, you double down on the question, - "Just tell me... I'd rather we keep the honesty going, Sar..."

-"Holland is a voyeur..." - she admits averting her gaze, finally ripping the bandaid. - "In her wildest fantasy, she would want to watch us... More specifically she would want to watch me dominate you, she has manifested that interest... But she would never get physical with you... She barely even gets physical with me these days..."

-"So she... she" - you stutter.

-"She's kinky...Yes..." - Sarah gets a bit worried about the reaction you have - '' But you don't have to worry about anything... I've been putting her in her place, she knows you are very young and quite innocent... Nothing is gonna happen sweetie... "

-" What if... Not that I'm saying that I do, but... " - you muster your words and courage, -" what if i would say I want to? "