Jonathan Joseph

Chapter 11

What would you do if you were told you had to stay away from the love of your life? Kind of like Romeo and Juliet? Except the love is not forbidden it's just you have to choose and if you pick the wrong one there's consequences. Apparently the way the universe is set up. Scratch that the way my world is set up is completely insane..

There's no way around what's happening to me, and there's no easy way to say it but..

I'm dying.

Of course I have my options but it's certainly hard for me to pick and choose between Jonathan and...Living.

Hell, it's even quiet selfish of me but anyone who knows me knows that this has been hard on me for too long now.

It's been a while, but whenever he's with me time lasts forever and if this is how it's going to be then..

Have I made a choice?

I'm back in this bed and I feel like our conversation about all our memories had gone on and on but it was okay.

"I wish you would get away from the door and lay here." I whispered.

I knew why he was afraid but I didn't care.

He finally made his way towards me and rested his body right next to mine. I never thought in a million years I would ever feel this feeling again. I was sure of the things I felt for him I was sure how far my love ran for this boy.

"It's almost time for me to go." he says finally breaking the silence.

I shut my eyes. "Don't."

"I can't make promises anymore Chelsea." He paused. "But I do need you to keep a couple."

"Of course." I look up at him.

"You need to trust Clyde."

I practically jump out the bed.

"Regina too." He finished.

As if my mind wasn't already spinning from what he had told me earlier.

"Why?"

"There good people you just don't see it yet and with all that's happening right now you'll need them."

What I wanted to say was ' but all I want is you ' but I knew I shouldn't.

I could tell by the look on his face he could still do that thing were he knows exactly how I'm feeling.

He put his hand out in front of me for the first time gesturing me to hold on to it.

I knew I couldn't touch him I was afraid of what would happen. I also knew he wouldn't gesture me to if it wasn't that bad of an idea.

I took a deep breath and quickly cupped his hand in to mine.

I felt like I had been swept off my feet time stopped and suddenly I saw my mother, my father, and I laughing all together while we were in car the until she slammed on to the breaks. a young boy fell off his skateboard even though we hadn't hit him. It was Jonathan.. And The day we met...

From there on everything in this vivid flashback went fast pace as if it were in fast forward but the best memories stopped continuing in slow motion all of them were him and I but I felt like what it really should have been was with my parents.

He let go.

I couldn't catch my breath.

"It's okay." he said trying to calm me down.

He then slowly moved away from me but I crawled to the end of the bed were he stood wanting to beg him to stay.

"Listen to Regina, when I come back you may or may not be fully aware of who you're actually talking to."