Renegade// Criston Cole / Davina Targaryen

4. Hurricane of Pain

Davina thought nothing could hurt her more than Daemon. She was wrong. Giving birth was a physical and emotional wave, no, a hurricane of pain.

''Your grace you have to keep pushing.''

"FUCK YOU!" Davina shouted.

"Keep pus-'

'If you say that one more time I'm going to kick your ass to the floor." Davina warned, it hurt too much. She quit. "I quit!" she declared slumping back.

"Princess please, we are trying to-'

''CRISTON!'' Davina demanded she demanded him before she even realized that he was her guard and it was improper and she shouldnt be but she never did care about what others thought, why start now when she really needed him. Viserys looked to Criston as he pushed open the door kicking to closed behind him Viserys saw a pale and in pain Davina before the door sealed closed. Criston and Davina were friends. They were more than friends, they werent but Criston wanted to be. After they spent moons together Criston felt like he knew Davina better than anyone else. 

''I'm right here.'' Criston told her kneeling next to her.

''I don't want to do this. Tell them I quit. they are not listening to me,'' she whimpered.

''I know, I know,'' he hugged her a she buried her face in his neck. He held onto her. She was the strongest and most fierce person he knew and yet she broke down in so much pain and she clung to him. 

''I don't want to do this.'' she whimpered. "It hurts."

''Gorgeous you have to.'' Criston whispered holding onto her. ''Can't have the baby in you forever.'' Criston reminded brushing damp hair from her face. Sweat dripped down her body her dress clinging to her as her legs shook.

''Criston, i quit. You have the baby.'' Davina whispered. Criston used his sleeve to wipe the sweat from her face as she pant for breath. "You are doing a bad job protecting me." She informed him. 

''I'm Sorry Davina. I would take this pain from you if I could." Criston told her honestly. "Come on Davina. You are a dragon.'' Criston reminded her. ''Come on I will help you.'' Criston offered as he stood up, moving behind Davina. "Can I help you Dav?"

"Yeah." Davina whispered unsure what he was going to do.

''Ser that is not right. Men should have no part in this.'' A wet nurse declared but Harwin didnt listen he eased Davina forward and sat behind her his arms wrapped around her chest his chin on her should as he kissed her cheek. She sighed into him. 

''Be a dragon.'' He whispered. Davina nodded and began pushing again screaming again she held tight to Criston's hand she had never felt pain like this before. She hated it. But when her baby started crying it made it all worth it. The baby was wrapped up and placed in her arms happy tears on her face.

"Criston..." Davina whispered looking down at their baby but she still felt so much pain.

''Congratulations your grace its a...''

"Another one."

"What?" Davina hissed.

"Another one, Princess, keep-"

"If you say pushing im going to have Criston throw you out the window!" Davina seethed.

"Give me the babe." The wet nurse requested. "You must keep going."

"Fucking twins." Davina hissed. "Just my luck," she whimpered leaning back into Criston with a sigh.

"Come on gorgeous." Criston whispered, his hands kneading gently along her sides. "Another push..." he whispered kissing her gently.

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Davina stared down at the pyre. She was sore and weak and had to lean heavily on Criston as Fury lite her babe on fire. 

Just a little puff of fire was all it took. 

Twins, a boy and girl. But the boy's umbilical cord had strangled his twin in the womb. Davina felt like it was Daemon and her. That he was eventually going to kill her. She looked down at her baby boy and he looked so precious though, how could he do something so vicious? 

At least she knew a perfect name for the babe. What other name resembled gentle and deadly, perfection and a little bit broken. Her whole fucking relationship with Daemon wrapped up in one little baby boy. 

He was perfect. He would get the best of her and Daemon. He would be hers and hers alone though. 

Her Aemond.