Through Good and Bad

Untitled Part 17

I was scared of that, of what I wanted. I had a nice relationship with Four and I didn't want that to change. I was scared that Four would find out what happened and that he would be mad. I forgot he worked in the control room and immediately headed that way. I ran to the control room and before I got to open the door, it was flung open and Four was standing there. I knew right then that he saw it and Eric made sure he would. ¨Four, please.¨

¨Please what? You kissed him back, it wouldn't have bugged me if you hadn't kissed him back, but you did. Why did you kiss him back?¨ He was whispering by now and that scared me.

¨I didn't kiss him back and you know that. You know I would never cheat on you. You know Eric did that on purpose. I didn't want to kiss him, Four please, you have to believe me. He has been a complete ass to me and you have been nothing but sweet, kind, and loving. You have never hurt me and he has. Think about it, why would I go for the most ruthless, when I can have the strongest, most caring, man in the world. Four.¨ I whispered in a pleading voice. His look told me he was thinking it over, playing it all out in his head. I knew how he worked, he tried to think of the logical things. He tried to see the better side of it, the most logical side. And I loved that about him.

¨I'm sorry, I know you wouldn't do that to me and I apologize for being an ass. I know you were worried, but if that ever happens again, promise me something,¨ he waited for me to nod and I did,¨ kick his ass and make him wish he'd never been born.¨

¨Okay, I can do that.¨ I promised. He came to give me a hug, but I held up a hand to stop him.

¨What? I can't give you a hug?¨ He questioned and gave me a suspicious look.

¨I'm coming in, you can give me a hug their. I've had a long day and want to relax.¨ I sighed.

¨Okay, come on.¨ He stepped aside and waved me in. On the way in he only made it to where I had to turn sideways to get in. He did that on purpose, well now he's got to pay for it. I turned sideways and saw the smirk plastered on his face and I put on a smirk of my own. His smirk vanished and a look of fear washed over him. As I went past him, I leaned up to give him a kiss only to tease him. My lips hovered just above his and he leaned in for it. I pulled away and laughed, ¨That's what you get mister.¨ I walked rest of the way in and he closed the door behind us. He came up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist in a protective embrace. I leaned my head back on his shoulder and hummed in contentment. He hugged me even tighter when I did that. ¨If you hug me any tighter, I'm gonna stop breathing. I think I'd like to stay alive.¨ I laughed. I turned around in his embrace, as hard as it was to do so, and hugged him back.

¨I'm going to go see what Jax and Tanner are up to, do you want to meet up after you get off work?¨ I asked batting my eyelashes.

¨Definitely. We need to have a night to ourselves though, I miss you.¨

¨Okay. By a night to ourselves do you mean a date?¨ I chimed with happiness.

¨Maybe, maybe not.¨ He said as he pushed me out the door. ¨I'll meet you in the pit, you know what time I get off.¨ He closed the door and I skipped to the pit knowing that's where I would find Jax and Tanner. I made it to the pit and instantly saw them. I skipped over to them and hugged them. They smiled and Jax said, ¨It's about time you came around. We've missed you.¨

¨Yeah, do you know what a pain she's been?¨ Tanner teased.

¨I'm sorry, I've been busy with the whole Leader stuff, and hanging out with Four. I really have wanted to spend time with you.¨

¨Wait, why would you want to hang out with Four?¨ Jax asked.

¨You seriously haven't heard? Wow, talk didn't get around that fast, everyone was talking about it. Their expressions to my announcement was amazing, I laughed so hard. ¨By the way he is getting off work tonight and he's gonna come and hang out with us. Hope you guys don't mind.¨