WONDERLAND | Charles Leclerc

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Y/N's POV:

I checked my text messages I haven't checked since yesterday.

Cha🤍:

2:34
Just so you know I am leaving so soon, because I'm not prepared to see Charles hanging out with someone else and I got a feeling it might happen.

Yes, we broke up.

2:35
I'm sorry I haven't told you earlier, it's still not so easy for me.

I hope he takes care of you.

4:56
Hey, are you okay?

4:58
Charles told me you are, happy to hear that. Good night ❤️

Oh fuck I messed up even more than I thought. This whole time I was selfishly thinking about me and Lando, not Charlotte...I'm the worst friend ever..

Someone started knocking at my door, I got up to see who it was, I shouldn't ve opened the door I haven't realised Lando texted me he's gonna come. It was him.

"Hi," He got into my room without even asking before, whatever

"I don't want to talk to you right now, leave" I said to him "I have a fucking headache and I feel like shit, I'm not gonna fight right now"

"It's okay," He sat on my bed "I just wanted to say sorry, I was drunk and mad at the same time, I didn't want to say all that stuff to you"

"I don't care, you did. You fucked up"

"Yes, I know, baby...let me apologise, please" He went with those fucking puppy eyes on me, nah, it's not gonna work today.

"I don't care about all that shit you're gonna say, that it was all that alcohol and blah blah blah, grow up. I feel like shit, Norris, so you better get out right now."

"I just want you to know, that I didn't mean it. I just wasn't happy that you came there without my permission, I didn't want you to be there just because of them all" He said sadly

"Hm, and why should I care? I don't need your fucking permission for everything, I'm a grown up I'm gonna do what I want to do. You cannot control me!" If I only haven't had the headache I'd probably punch him for this behaviour

"I know...and I wanna change...I promise I'm gonna be better, I'm not gonna do that ever again..I promise" He got up trying to get closer to me to which I started backing up, until I hit the wall

"Y/N please, I'll change" He started stroking my face with his thumb "I promise"

"I don't want to hear from you, just today.. I want to have some fun, with somone else, not just you and you and you!" I said angrily "and I don't care what you think, because I can do what I want to!"

"Okay, whatever you want, baby...I just want to know that I can trust you..." He said siletly

"God, I cannot believe that" I laughed sarcastically "four months, for whole four fucking months I have been loyal to you, and you still need to make sure, every day. Get out"

"Y/N stop, you know that I-"

"I don't care! Get out!" I yelled at him, oh fuck that headache

"Fine, I'm sorry..." He turned his back to me, something caught his eye I think "what the fuck is that?" He made his way to my bed where there was laying Charles' shirt, that I wore yesterday.

"Check it, for sure" I rolled my eyes watching him grabbing that shirt seeing that Ferrari logo inside, he was looking at me, thinking he was betrayed

"Go on, say it" There's nothing left for me than just to laugh about that

"You fucked him?!"

"Mhm, yea, that's what I do on a daily basis right" I giggled

"Can't you be fucking serious for once, Y/N?!"

"I did not! C'mon Lando! Give me one reason why should I do that?! And why do I even say that, you won't believe me either way"

"What is this doing here?" He asked trying to stay calm

"Because yesterday, I got fucking drunk after you left and someone, I don't know I think it was Pierre spilled his drink all over me, so Charles borrowed me his shirt, is that cheating Mr. Perfect?" I asked calmly

"No" he put that shirt back on my bed "I'm sorry"

"You better be" I said to him

"I'll go now, please tell me when you're ready to talk about this" He was so gentle out of nowhere, his mood changed in a second, he pressed his lips to my forehead and left

At this point I didn't know whether to cry or laugh. I guess I cannot be with someone who doesn't trust me and controlls me, but I still love him...

I decided not to think about it all right now and I took care of myself, I got into the shower, put on some makeup to feel better and got dressed in a pair of sports leggings, a top and a zip hoodie.

I made the bed a little and got Charles' shirt to give it back to him. I got out of my room, realising I don't know where this man has a room. So I decided to ask Charlotte, I called her.

"Hi baby, I'm so happy I finally hear from you" She giggled

"Yeah, I'm sorry I was not in my all five senses yesterday" I laughed a little "we can talk later about it maybe go get a coffee or something, I just wanted to ask you where does Charles have a room?"

"Ehm," she giggled "It's room number 245 I think, why do you want to know?"

"I'm sorry, if it sounds weird, but please don't be like Lando and don't make a big deal out of it, I got his shirt, that I need to give back. I got a drink spilled on me yesterday"

"Oh okay, it's fine" she chuckled

"Thank you so much, I'll text you later and we can talk about everything okay?" I tried to smile a little even tho she cannot see it

"Sure, bye"

"Bye" I hang up arriving infront of Charles' room

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