WONDERLAND | Charles Leclerc

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Y/N's POV:

I realised what I have done, Lando is gonna kill me if he finds out
"I'm sorry, I shoudln't have-" I wanted to stand up from sitting on his lap, but he had pulled me back

"Stop, please, I want you to stay calm for a second" He wanted to calm me a bit
"It's just...Lando" I said whispering

"Stop thinking about that idiot, please...think about me" He chuckled pulling me closer to him kissing my forehead, he's so gentle for some reason

"It's just that he's accusing me of cheating while I'm literally doing that" I sighed

"You wouldn't do that if he didn't accuse you, wouldn't you?" He asked

"Probably not," I whispered

For some reason Lando made me do that, it sounds ridiculous, but it's like that. The way he made me feel about this. He doesn't trust me at all and while I know I should be there with him, trying to fix it, but meanwhile I'm being comfortable somewhere else. Lando cannot be fixed, he has trust issues, that I tried to fix a million times before, but it never helped. Even though I was always loyal, he cannot believe it. I think he's a bit insecure as well and it does a lot. I cannot really blame him for what I am doing right now, but it is kinda his fault. If we haven't fought that day, Charles wouldn't kiss me and we wouldn't be here right now.

"Are you okay?" Charles interupted my thoughts caressing my cheek with his thumb
"Yeah," I gave him a small fake smile "I should go to sleep" I got up

"Okay, I'll go too" he got up as well, he hugged me and kissed my head "good night"

"Good night" I gave him a smile, leaving to his bedroom falling onto his bed, again it smelled just like him. But as I got alone I got lost in my thoughts, what should I tell Lando when I see him on the Friday at the paddock? Should I act like we're friends or should I tell him right away that I'm probably gonna break up with him? I hate this thing about myself but I'll probably leave this to the fate.

As I was trying not to think about Lando and fall asleep peacefully it couldn't work out. I looked on my phone to check the time. It was already 1:08, how could I not fall asleep for that long. I decided to go get some water hoping I won't wake Charles up. I got silently no the living room noticing he's not asleep but doing something on his phone.

"Couldn't sleep?" I asked silently walking to the kitchen

"Yeah," He gave me a small tired smile "what about you?"

"Me too, I'll just get some water is that okay?" I asked

"Sure, it is" he chuckled "take whatever you need"

"Thanks" I gave him a smile pouring my self a glass of water taking a few sips out of it "don't you want to go to your bed?"

"No, I'll told you I'm okay with the sofa, y/n" he smiled

"No, I mean...with me? You know maybe it will help us fall asleep if we are together" What the fuck am I saying really? Am I ill?

He gave me a surprised look but not mad surprised, just surprised "you want me to sleep with you?"

"Sleep like sleep, not sleep like sleep, you know I still got a boyfriend" I tried to make a joke

He chuckled "I got that part don't worry, I meant the same sleeping as you did"

"So are you going?" I asked smiling

"Okay, I guess I'll have to sacrifice myself"He rolled his eyes making a joke, chuckling

I smiled going back to his bedroom. This is kind of embarrassing what am I supposed to do now? Just lay in the bed? Or wait till he lays in the bed? He got there sitting on the bed from the opposite side

"Are you okay with sharing one duvet?" He asked kindly

"It's okay, don't worry" I smiled and laid down as he did as well

"Good night" I turned my back to him not knowing how the hell should I lay so it doesn't seem awkward as hell

"Good night" I felt him getting comfortable

After like two minutes of looking into the wall I felt him getting a bit closer. He has put his hand around my waist "Are you comfortable?"

"Mhm" I agreed getting even closer to him, I felt his body covering my whole back, I felt like how I haven't felt in such a long time, safe and comfortable in his arms. And that's how we fell asleep.

I got waken up by my phone ringing. Can't I have a peaceful sleep for once? I got the phone not even looking at who it was picking it up

"Hm?" I'm still half asleep

"Hi baby, I'm so sorry to wake you up this early but I just wanted you to know that I am on the airport already, I'll be in Nice at 10 o'clock" Of course he's fucking coming here

"Why?" I asked "I told you not to come"

"I want to give you the keys and see you, y/n" He was trying so hard to be kind, but all he wants is to make sure I'm not with someone he doesn't want me to be with, like Charles

"But I still don't know why you're calling me, I cannot pick you up, the keys for my car are in my house, Lando" I told him annoyed

"I know, but you know I don't wanna go by the taxi, the people are annoying"

"And I should do what? Go and buy a new car or what? I'm going back to sleep, I'll think about this later, bye" I hung up, I swear this boy is still a fucking child