WONDERLAND | Charles Leclerc

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Y/N's POV:

The race has started. Everything went smoothly, until the fifth lap when Lando's car stopped working and he had to stop. We were watching the race from the VIP box so we had a TV there and we could see Lando getting from his car and leaving back.

"Karma is a bitch" I heard Charlotte say

"Yeah" I chuckled "it really is" I won't lie, I felt bad because I still haven't told her and Karma is probably gonna get me soon too

After another 10 laps Charles was holding his second position behind Lewis. I would actually want him to win this race and Lando would be even more pissed, which sounds amazing. However we could see Lando on the screen being back in the garages. What surprised me about him was that bruise he had around his left eye. Oh fuck, what else has he done?

"Do you see that?" Cha asked me

"Yeah, I do. I don't doubt the fact that he deserved it." I said

"Yeah, he probably did. I'd want to know who did it" She chuckled

"Me too, actually"

The last minutes of the race were fucking stressful. Lewis and Charles were literally fighting for that first place and Charles has successfully won the battle. I was proud of him, but wasn't so sure if I could show it. But I did a little. "Fuck yes!"

"You're happy?" Charlotte has asked me having an unsure look on her face

I was always the big McLaren fan, but it seems to me now like it was mostly because of Lando.

"Of course, Lando's gonna be even more pissed now" I explained it that way, but I really am proud of Charles

"Oh yeah, didn't realise that" She chuckled

We made our way back down to the garages to see Charles, Lewis and Carlos get their trophies. We were watching them spraying champagne at each other and I felt truly and really happy for Charles. I cannot explain the feeling, but I've felt like that when I saw Lando win for the first time after we started dating...I tried not to show my happiness in front of everyone else. After they got off of the podium I decided to go and see Danny, we're still friends, no matter what happened between me and Lando. Or at least I hope so.

"Hii" I went into their garage seeing just Danny, luckily "congrats for P5, you did such a great job"

"Hi, y/n" He went in for a hug immidiatelly smiling as always, what a relief "thank you"

I've hugged him as well

"Hey, I'm sorry about you and Lando" He tried to give me a smile

"No, it's fine...really" I tried as well, God how I hate when they remind me of him "don't you know what happened to him by the way?"

"No clue, he was so mysterious about it, more like he seemed embarassed" He chuckled

"Oh, okay" I nodded "I'll go now, see you soon"

"Bye" He smiled as always and I've left back to Charlotte, she is again with Isa on the truck, talking.

"So what are your plans for now girls?" I asked

"I'm planning to join Carlos at the after party, you should go too" Isa told us both

"I won't, what will I do there, I'm not longer welcome on these" Charlotte said

"That's not true" I rolled my eyes "Isa literally invited you"

"You know what I mean" 

"But why would you aways care about him? Fuck him. You need to have fun, you live in Monaco you can not be avoiding him forever" I begged her

"I'll think about it, but thank you for your speech" She giggled

"Lando's not going by the way" Isa added

"That sounds perfect" I smiled, I feel like such a bitch but he treated me like one so I think I can really act like it for a minute

Isa just nodded

"I'll go now but I will let you know if I'll go or not okay?" Charlotte said hugging us both

"Okay, text me, bye" I said hugging her

"Bye" Isa smiled

Charlotte has left us there and me and Isa started talking.

"Carlos told me" She started

"What did he tell you?" I chuckled not knowing what will she say

"Charles punched Lando" 

"What?!" I almost yelled, why the hell would he do that?

"Yes, Lando supposedly came to the Ferrari garage yelling at Charles for ruining his relationship, calling you a fucking whore and other not nice stuff" She explained

"You're kidding." I couldn't believe my ears

"I'm not, Charles got angry and punched him" She chuckled a little

"He's such a fucking idiot, I cannot believe it" I have put my hand over my mouth trying to hide being surprised, sad, angry, amused and I don't know what else I felt. Did he do that because of me?

"Which one of them?" 

"Lando of course!" I said

"But you should tell me now," She has hold onto my arm and pulled me away from all the people "is there something going on between you two?"

"No, it's not. Lando made a cheater out of me just because I stayed a night over at Charles'" I explained, lying again.. I just won't ever be able to tell the truth to anyone I guess

"Why did you stay?" She asked

"I haven't got keys from my apartment, Lando actually had them and he was in England" 

"Okay, that's understandable, did something happen between you two?" 

"No, I told you already" Again, lies, lies, lies. Even if I tried to say 'yes' it would always turn out as 'no'. And I kinda wanted to tell Isa the truth, but I don't even know if I can...also I'm kinda scared of Lando...

"Fine" She sighed "I'm sorry I just saw the way he looks at you..but maybe it was just in my mind, forget it"

"It's okay" I gave her a small smile. The way he looks at me? Why did I feel fucking butterflies?

"I'll go to the hotel now, will you go with me? Or do you need to do something here?" She looked at me questioningly 

"I can go with you" I smiled

We went into the hotel, since the boys have to do some interviews now, we have plenty of time for ourselves now. So we both went into our hotel rooms. I say on my bed, opening the social media to see what's new in my life. The first thing that popped up on my for you page was a sad edit of me and Lando. No, don't do this to me. And there I was again forgetting about what he has called me or what has he done to me. This fucking video made me cry, it made me feel guilty. Again. 

So what do y'all think? What do you think is gonna happen next? Or what do you want to happen? 🤔 Tell me, hahah! By the way you can see one of those edits on my TikTok if you're interested! Username: valenadele

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