Beautiful Liar( hyunhojilix)

Chapter 1

Han's pov
It is been a year I can't believe that it has been that long... Everything happened too fast, it feels like it was yesterday, I was lost inside my thoughts looking at our house. my family had decided to go on a trip for a year, yes a trip...we went all over the globe, mina my older sister and I took online classes when we were traveling to not miss a year...they planned it for me to forget...to move on, but I couldn't....i will never forget about him.
"son, help your father out" my mom said looking at my father who was getting our stuff from the back of the car.
I didn't say anything to her before I walked to my dad " take this" he said handing me my bag.
"mina come here"my dad told my sister, I looked toward his house which was completely silent....memoires from the past start coming back to me...without knowing I got lost inside my thoughts again.

"brother " mina said shaking me, I glanced at her, she was looking at me with sad face.
"I am fine"I said walking inside the house.
I start arranging my stuff as soon as I entered my room, the house is clean since my father paid to clean it before we come back.
I walked toward the mirror looking at the photos of us and our friends.
"I miss you"I murmured caressing the photo, I felt a lump inside my throat making it hard for me to breathe.
"hey, hey...take a deep breath for me son" I looked toward my father who entered the room looking scared.
"I...i can't dad...he is..."he took my hand squeezing it.
"follow me....inhale"I did as he asked" exhale"he added" another one"he said again.

"better"he asked making me nod,
"yes, thank you"I said sitting down the chair.
"maybe you should remove them"he said looking at the pictures.
"no"I yelled glaring at him.
"son, it is time to move on...."
"dad, don't....i don't want to go through this again...i have made it clear to all of you that I will never forget about him"I said making him sigh.
"I am just worried about you"he said making me feel bad for yelling, I know he is...my father did his best to make me feel better the past year...but it is not that easy...i can't just erase him from my mind...from my heart.

"your mom wants to speak with you...we have to tell you about something" he said making me sighed.
"what does she want?"I asked clenching my jaw.
"she is your mother jisung, could you tell me why are you treating her like this?"he asked.
"ask her"I replied walking downstairs to the living room to find her and mina there.
"son, you are here...sit down please"she said, I ignored her crossing my hands over my chest.
"I am listening"I said making her sighed.
"have some respect "she said glaring at me.
"respect"I chuckled"are you serious ?"I added laughing hard.
"jisung stop"mina said looking at me with worried eyes.

"what.do.you.want"I said looking at my mom, who was about to say something but stopped when my father come.
"tomorrow is your first day back at school...are you ready?" my dad said rubbing my back.
"this is what you wanted to talk about?"I frowned.
"jisung, it is been a year already...and we are kind of concerned about your health...you need to continue with your life"my mom said.
"oh, forgive me for not moving on...it is not like my life was a complete mess the last year..."I shouted making her jump.
"we understand son....believe me we do, but seeing you like this hurt us...we want you to be happy" my father said.

"father, I lost my boyfriend....my boyfriend died....worse murdered or that's what they said ...he was just 17 damn it"I said making all of them go silent" they didn't even find his body...they just gave up and assumed that he is dead...how do you want me to move on"I added.
"the police investigation had concluded that he is dead...based on the amount of blood he lost...he is dead"my mom said, all they found was a pool of blood in the backyard of his house and he had been messing since then...all of them said that he is gone....but there is this little hope that he is somehow alive...even if it is a tiny hope it is still there...
"even if he is dead...i will never forget about him...stop bothering me and focus on your damn life"I said storming from the living room.
I entered my room falling on the bed before I start sobbing hard....i miss him...