Beautiful Liar( hyunhojilix)

Chapter 7

Felix's pov
I walked back and forth inside the room, hyunjin was with me as I promised him he can use the studio on Saturday but instead he is here trying to make me feel better about what I did to han.
"I hurt him hyunjin...i punched him...he is not replying to my texts since yesterday ....i am a horrible person"I said shaking my head.
"you are not lix...he just needs time" hyunjin said sitting next to me."you are an amazing person...i know we just met but I see how much you care about your friends even when you don't show it"he added.
"but I hit him...i have never hit anyone before...i have never imagined that I will do it...and I went and hit han...my best friend"I said looking down" he is not going to forgive me"I added feeling myself panicking.

"hey...hey look at me...you are having a panic attack...breath with me" I heard han say as my vision started to feel blurry...a panic attack I did not have those in so long.
"I...i...it is getting hard to breath...hyunjin..."
"I know...just follow me..."
"I...i can't" I felt as if I am drowning ...." jin..." tears start streaming down my cheeks.
"try felix...inhale....exhale" he said gripping my shoulders.
"I can't..."I replied.
"shit" hyunjin said, I can't focus on anything...my whole world is spinning.
"I am sorry" he added before I left something soft on my lips...i have no idea what happened...but my breath started to slow down that's when I have realized that I was kissing hyunjin...no he was kissing me...

He pulled away checking on me...i was too stunned to say a word...
"are you okay?" he asked.
"what...why did you do that for?" I asked touching my lips.
"I am sorry, I didn't know what to do...i have read somewhere that when a person is having a panic attack you should try to distract them...it will make them calm down "he replied.
"and you decided to distract me by a kiss" I said shaking my head.
"I am sorry...i said it before doing it....that was the only thing I thought about...you were going to pass out....and you made me panic too"he stuttered between the words.
"I knew you had a crash on me" I said making his eyes widen.

"I do not...i told you..."
" you had many other ways to distract me yet you choose to kiss me...you used the opportunity to do it"I cut him off.
"I did not know what to do" he yelled from frustration.
"okay, okay... I am joking" I said laughing at his expression
"you are making fun of me instead of thanking me...really" he said glaring at me.
"I know...you should have seen your face God"I said chuckling, he hit the back of my head making me whine.
"ouch" I said rubbing it
"that's for being rude" he said making me roll my eyes.
"I said I was joking stop being serious " I defended.
"good because I don't like you" he said crossing his arms above his chest.
"neither do I" I said looking at him through the eyes.

At the same exact moment the both of us busted into laughs" you are crazy" I said shaking my head.
"I meant I don't like you romantically you know that right....not in general "he said shaking his head.
"I know" I replied sitting down.
"sorry about the kiss...it is not going to happen again" he said.
"really...i think you are a good kisser I don't mind repeating it" I replied with wide smirk.
"really felix...forget about it already" he said with a pout.
"never going to happen dear"I said.
"I changed my mind....i don't like you at all"he said about to leave but I took him by his hands.

"okay, it is enough...i am sorry...and thank you so much for helping me..."I said looking down " I really thought I was going to die"I added...it was scary for a moment.
"I won't let you die that easily " hyunjin said making me rise my eyebrow.
"that easily...what, are you planning to torture me to death?"I asked.
"maybe" he said with a wide smirk that send shiver down my spine.
"you are the serial killer not me"I said gulping at his intense stares...no seriously he is scaring me" hyunjin..."
"pay back you idiot" he said jumping around" how was i? Did I scare you?" he asked.
"you looked a psychopath" I said shaking my head...those cold eyes are going to hunt me in my dream for the next few days I swear.