Beautiful Liar( hyunhojilix)

Chapter 41

Felix's pov
It is been nine days since hyunjin brought me here...i had the chance to look around the place after I started to get a little better...this place is in the middle of nowhere like our family cabin but it is even more big...and expensive...i have no idea how hyunjin got the place...i asked him but he said to not worry about it...i have a guess though...he said that his grandparents are rich I could be theirs...but the only problem with that is that he said he doesn't get along with them or at least that's what he told me, I froze when I felt a pair of arms around my waist
"what are you doing outside? It is called you will get sick" hyunjin whispered pulling me into a back hug.
"I am fine...the room start getting suffocating so I come here to get some air" I answered looking from the balcony.

"I see but still you need to rest...plus you shouldn't stay up on your feet for too long it is barely been two weeks" he said kissing my neck.
"hyunjin when are we going to leave this place?" I asked turning to face him.
"are you that bored of me? Look at us spending time together..."
"I don't want to spend time with you" I cut him off making his eyes go wide in surprise.
"ouch" he said shaking his head.
"hyunjin you know I did not mean it like that...i need to go to the police...why I am feeling like you are just keeping me here to stop me from going?" I asked making him look down the floor...i knew it...i had my suspicious, he was just trying to buy time to keep me here.

"you are unbelievable " I said pushing him as hard as I could but he did not  move instead he took my hand pulling me closer to him making our chests hit each other.
"I can't let you waste your life like that not when..."he paused looking away.
"when what Hyunjin?" I asked.
He glanced at me in the eyes looking unsure for a moment before he finally said" when I am in love with you...i can't lose you" I took a deep breath trying not to yell at him.
"but I killed a person...not anyone...it was minho hyung...a boy who I loved too, I love...imagine if you kill me or han...would you be able to live after that?" I said trying to reason with him.
"it is not the same...the results of the DNA test are not out yet...you can't go...what if it is not lee minho...you would have got arrested for no reason.."
"of course it is minho hyung...who the hell would it be? And even if it is another person  I killed him" I cut him off.

"as you told me the person you pushed was lee minho..."
"that night was a mess what if it was another person...and I thought it was him" I cut him again.
"then who the hell buried the body"he yelled in frustration.
"my parents of course..."
"are you serious right now? Do you think if your parents did such a thing then they would have buried the damn body where you committed a murder" he replied making me freeze....he got a point but...
"another person did it then..."
"who would do that? Something is not right felix..."he said taking a deep breath" All I am asking is for you to give me some time to figure this out....please" he added gripping my shoulders.

"first this has nothing to do with you to try and figure it out...second you shouldn't have led me on ...you promised we will leave when I get better but you lied...i hate liars hyunjin...so damn much" I said making his eyes widen before he took a step back.
Silence filled the place ,his eyes did not leave the ground as I kept staring at him.
"hate me as you want but all I I'm doing right now is for your protection...and nothing will stop me from that...not even your hatred"he said looking at me with determined eyes.
"I...hyunjin...i have never said I hate you...i just want this to end...this damn pain...this damn guilt...i can't even sleep at night for god's sake...each time I try I remember that moment...i...i just can't" I did not know that I was crying until he pulled me toward him gently as I start sobbing on his chest.

"it is okay lix.... everything is going to be okay" he said gently rubbing my back but I knew...i knew that nothing is going to be okay...nothing.
"come on you need something  it is time for you to take your meds"he said pulling back as he gently cleaned my cheeks with his thumb.
"I don't want to" I said shaking my head.
"but you need to" he said tilting his head to the side" please for me" he added.
"I will but...so that you know I am going to stay here until the results are out...if it is minho hyung I am going to the cops myself " I said, his facial expression turned into displeased one but he did not say a word before he took my hand dragging me to the kitchen.