Beautiful Liar( hyunhojilix)

Chapter 14

Felix's pov
It is Saturday, I was laying on my bed not able to leave it...not after what I saw last night...i can't hide it...whether we say something about it or not,we are in danger...i tried convincing han to tell the cops but he refused,telling me that whoever they were if they see that we did not say anything they will let us go...I wanted to tell him about minho hyung and I too but I got scared...the boy likes me but what if telling him that will make a mess.
A knock on my door cut my thoughts short...i groan hiding under my sheet...i am not in a mood to see anyone.
"felix" I heard hyunjin's voice come from outside."I know you are inside your sister told me...you are not relpying to my calls or messages...i am going inside"he added before the door was opened.
"what do you want hyunjin?"I asked pecking from under the cover.
"are you okay?" the tall boy said coming closer to me.
"I am fine" I replied getting up.
"you..."
"did you need something?" I cut him off.

"I was worried about you...han and you left last night and you did not answer me" he said looking down.
"I was busy"I answered clearing my throat.
"oh" he said with wide eyes" tomorrow is han's birthday...is it still on?" he added making me sighed...how I am going to celebrate when yesterday's accident did not leave my head"felix" hyunjin said cutting my thoughts.
"yes sure" I said rubbing my forehead" I will inform the guys again"I added making him nod.
"felix about what you said yesterday..."
"forget about it...clearly you don't feel the same...i don't want to destroy our friendship"I cut him off.
"I was a bit harsh on you" he said making me gulp" there is this feeling inside me that keeps telling me that your feelings are fake...they are just a way to forget about lee minho...you will use me just like..."

"hyunjin, I don't use anyone...the people I slept with know very well that I am not interested in a relationship with them" I said taking a deep breath" you are different...you made me feel things that I did not think I will be able to feel again...and it is crazy...i just met you...yet..."I added.
"again, I am sorry"he said squeezing my hand." I don't want to lose you too"he added with a wide smile, there is no hope that he will like me...this always happens to me.
"friends again" he said making my heart shutter.
"yes" I whispered, before he pulled me into a tight hug...i couldn't even hug him back.
"did you enjoy your date?" I asked after he pulled back.
"you know I am gay right?" he said chuckling...then why are you refusing my feelings?

"then why did you go..."
"because I am not out to my parents yet"he cut me off." plus mina is not interested in me...she likes another person" he added making me nod silently, I am confused if she does not like Hyunjin why did she look all over him last night?
My eyes widened at the realization " she was trying to make that person jealous" I said making him laugh.
"well aren't you smart?"he said tilting his head to the side.
"who does she..."
Before I could continue my sentence the door of my room flew open cutting us off.
"jihyo, I have a visitor...knock next time" I said glaring at my big sister, she glanced at hyunjin scanning him up down before she looked back at me.
"eunwoo is nowhere to be found...i called him but he did not pick" she said making me chuckle.
"he was with you last night, maybe he went back home with someone else...he is a cheater after all..."

"shut up felix" she yelled making me groan."he always returns my calls" she added.
"what did I say something wrong, he cheated on you and you went back to him like nothing happened" I yelled walking toward her.
"felix calm down..."
"stay out of this hyunjin" I glared at the taller who seemed taken aback by my outburst...it is like everything the anger from his rejection, from minho Hyung disappearance, from my sister's stupidity...confusion from han's confession...fear from what I saw last night...god, I am a human after all...why is this happening to me all at once...i feel like I am going to lose my mind.

"eunwoo is my future husband felix...you better..."
Before my sister could finish her sentence she ran outside the room leaving me and hyunjin shocked.
"what the hell happened?" I asked looking at the taller who shook his head.
"Maybe you should check on her" he answered, I nodded following my sister toward her bathroom.
"jihyo..."my eyes widened when I saw the girl throwing up in the toilet." omg, are you okay?" I added crunching down next to her moving her hair to the side.
"I...i feel sick" she said moving back.
"did you eat something bad? Do you want me to take you to the hospital...or should I call our doctor?"I asked helping her stand up.
"I did not even eat breakfast...i was worried about eunwoo" she said checking her head" I am fine...don't worry" she added.