Beautiful Liar( hyunhojilix)

Chapter 51

Han's pov
It is been two weeks since we come back to school, hyunjin tried to get close to me...he tried to apologize but I can't forgive him...
"hanie"Felix said caressing my hair as I lay peacefully on his chest, he is doing a lot better now all healed up and his parents had finally stopped annoying the hell out of him...i took a deep breath knowing that my happy time is going to end soon, I know that this is going to be about...hwang hyunjin, I am not stupid the past few days I saw that he was trying to get us closer to each other by either making the two of us sit next to each other at lunch or when we go out with the boys...he even tired to talk to me about him and I always found an excuse to change the topic...i know what I am doing it not fair for Felix...he loves him too...by doing what I am doing I am punishing the younger for no reason.

"yes" I said, he didn't stop playing with my hair making me relax into his touch.
"forgive him" he said making me bite my lips in annoyance.
"are you aware that he lied to us? He blacked mailed us...why should I forgive him?" I said pulling back to be met with his sad eyes...damn it when he looks at me like that I become willing to do anything he asked from me...it is my weakness and I hate it...but this time I am going to fight...i all stronger than this...
"please...you would have done the same...maybe more....i am disappointed on him but I understand him..."
"he is a liar..."
"so was minho hyung" he yelled making me flinch" he was a liar and a bully but if he walks inside this room right now you will just ran into his arms throwing all of bad things he did to you behind your back...all the lies..." he added taking a deep breath.

"because I love him..." I replied shaking my head.
"didn't you think for a second about hyunjin's feelings? " he asked making me frown.
"what about mine? You can't force feelings lix...it was his fault he fell for me or whatever..." I answered getting up from the bed.
Silence filled the room as he scanned me up and down before he sighed" I am with you with the whole you can't force feelings thing " he said standing up after me. "but you know what is your problem...you didn't give him a chance...since the moment he stepped into this town you hated him for no reason..."
"well it turns out he is a god damn liar after all" I cut him off making the boy chuckle.
" did I say something funny?" I asked with a frown.
"I get it you are jealous of him"he answered walking closer.

"excuse me" I said feeling hurt...how could he accuse me of something like this.
"you first hated him for living in minho hyung's house...then because I told you I love him..."
"Felix shut up" I said clenching my jaw.
"then out of nowhere we found out that even minho hyung was in love with him..."
"stop"I yelled taking him but his collar his hands immediately made it is way to mine.
"you need to face the truth minho hyung was not just in love with you." he said.
"I know he was not...and I have no problem with that person being you but hyunjin I don't like him" I answered shaking my head, I know that he is right...maybe I am jealous of hyunjin, putting aside what he did to us I hate the fact that my boyfriend kept him a secret... this voice keeps on telling me that they had an affair behind my back...hyunjin told me that nothing happened between them but I don't believe him...when I found out about my feelings for Felix I immediately too minho hyung then why didn't he tell me about hyunjin?

I felt a tear slip down my cheek as my grip on felix's loosened.
"I just hate it...i hate the fact that he kept me in the dark....like for years he looked at me right in the eyes and lied...why...just why....i gave him my everything...he was the most important person in my life...his happiness always come first to me...even if it means that it is going to badly affect me...i would jump of the damn roof to even get a chance to see him again but...i was never first..." I said cracking between my cries" all he cared about what his image...he followed his sick brother like a lost puppy...trying to get his approval....but what about me? What  About my happiness" i added falling inside felix's arms.
"I am sorry" he whispered carressing my back "he is gone now...we can't change that...but you and I could be happy I know it is going to be hard to forget about him...but we could try...it is time to heal hanie...."he added.