How long ?

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It feels like something is missing
I can't really figure it out
Like a missing piece to complete me
I feel so empty
Confused
Trying to figure out wat it really is

I keep asking wat is it ?
Why do I feel this empty space inside me ?
How can I fill it
To be whole again

So much emptiness building inside me
I need to breathe
I really need to

Sometimes I really wish I could say how I'm feeling
I just want to be valuable for once
To let my guard down a little
I just want a shoulder to hold on to
I'm tired of always being strong

How long ?
I feel the happiness in me washing away
Slowly
How can I make this feeling go away ?
Even if it's just for a while
I'm tired honestly
This tears won't stop
I am weak
Am breaking down slowly
I'm scared I won't be able to hold on for long

I know I like being alone
But why do I feel so lonely
I realized I don't have anyone
I'm on my own
I gat me
I'm the shoulder I need to cry on

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