We Need Each Other

Letting Go

Cameron Pov
I got out of the shower & went into my room. I grabbed my phone & saw a message from Josh. I decided to call him.

"Hey Cam."

"Hey. I got your message, where did you want to meet?"

"The first place we met."

I hung up the phone & got dressed. I looked in the mirror & fixed my curls. I grabbed my keys & purses & was out the door.

Josh sat at the same table he did the night we met, it kinda made me smile. I walked back to him & he stood & pulled out my chair.

"I know why you called me here, I get it. You're slipping away, it kinda hurts. But you didn't love me, we were moving too fast....way too....fast. I'd just lost Shawn, you were there--"

"I took advantage of you. You are a great person-- a great woman. You deserve someone who will love you like the queen that you are."

I smiled & grabbed his hand. "Josh you're amazing, I really hope this doesn't damage our friendship."

"Oh, of course not. I'm here for you always."

I got up & kissed his cheek, we hugged & I left.

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I went into my parents' backyard to see my brother & his friends hooping.

My brother's friend Jordan stopped playing & looked at me. He came up to me,

"Cam, can I ask you something?"

"Yes, Jordan."

"Why are you so damn beautiful?"

Dre pushed him hard & took the ball. I laughed & Dre kissed my cheek.

I decided to sit on the deck to watch the boys play.

Dre was better than I remembered, he strapped seven 3's & he crossed Jordan & made him fall three times.

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I got out the shower, and got into bed with Trent.

"I love you Cameron."

I looked at him & smiled, "i love you too."

He kissed me hard. I instantly got wet. I accidentally let a moan slip out of my mouth, Trent smiled and slipped his hand in my shorts.

"Damn ma, all I did was kiss you. Your shit is soaking."

I whimpered slightly as he rubbed my clit. I bit my lip as he slipped a finger in.

He took his hand out of my pants & licked his fingers. I kissed him hard & got on top of him. I kissed his neck & I felt him getting hard. He grabbed my hips and made me grind on him.

I couldn't take it anymore I was aching to have him inside of me.

"Pleaseee, Trent. Give it to me."

He took off his boxers & I took off my shorts. Trent grabbed my hips & pushed me down on "him" making me take every inch.

I let out a whimper & a moan and dug my nails into his shoulders.

I started moving back & forth, I came in 3 minutes. Of course Trent couldn't let me do all the work. Words cannot describe how amazing he put it down.

We both came.

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I woke up to Trent snoring. I smiled and kissed him. He groaned, I got up & he pulled me back on top of him.

"You know you've never cooked for me."

I laughed, "you're right, but if you let me get up I could go do that."

I went in the kitchen and started cooking. Trent came in the kitchen on the phone. He was upset.

"I asked you to do ONE thing Gee, move my shit. Not sell it, loose it or ask what the fuck it was. You know how much money you just cost me? Get cho dumb ass off my line & don't touch shit else that belongs to me or I'll put some real hot shit in ya chest."

Trent slammed the phone down. I sat his plate in front of him & sat down across from & watch him eat.

"You're not going to eat?"

"Later. Just wanna make sure my man is taken care of. You want something to drink?"

"Orange juice."

I got up & poured Trent a glass of orange juice. I took his plate & put it in the sink.

Trent came over to me & kissed my neck.

"I swear last night was better than I remembered. Your shit is so wet and tight."

Trent slipped his hand in my shorts, I moaned softly. Trent picked me up & put me on the counter.

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I laid on Trent's chest as he slept, I traced over his tattoos. I didn't notice he got a new one.

It was our son's death date with a cross. I started to tear up. Not a day goes by that I don't think of Carter; that was going to be his name. Trent came up with it. He always said our first kid would have my first initial & our second would have his. I love him so much & I'm so happy I got him back