to love is to take a risk (sequel to risky behavior)

Chapter 18

Mercedes P.O.V

It felt like my heart broke into multiple pieces.

Literally.

It felt like someone stabbed me in the heart and left the knife in there.

My legs felt wobbly and I told Bru I needed to sit so I hurried back to my room.

The only place I felt safe.

I couldn't believe what I was seeing. There was no way Ky was cheating on me with Bianca.

There had to be some sort of miscommunication or something.

Me: Kylian we need to talk. Call me.

Kylian: Mon amour can it wait till tomorrow.I'm very sleepy and I have practice early morning.

Me: Oh okay.

Kylian: I promise I'll call you first thing tomorrow morning. Love you.

Me: K

He didn't text me back after so I assumed he fell asleep but I didn't even want him to call me.

The fact that he was so oblivious to what was going on made me even more made so I reached out to Bianca instead and left her a nasty dm on IG.

mercy.santos: listen bitch . i don't know who you think you are but kylian is with me. why tf are you posting you guys' anniversary when you guys are not together anymore.

bianca.sadely: ky didn't tell you? i'm so sorry sweetie but we ARE together and we have been ever since that little date at the restaurant.

I blocked her after she was done typing and threw my phone across the bed and started sobbing into the blanket.

I was so dumb to believe that Kylian actually thought of me as his girlfriend.

"I should've known he was a cheating bitch." I sobbed.

I went on my contacts and hovered over the block button for awhile before removing my thumb.

I wanted him to hear my side of the story when he called tomorrow morning.

I wanted him to know how badly he hurt me and how he's never getting me back.

~

3 missed calls from Kylian

Kylian: Amour pick up.

Me: Fuck off.

Kylian: What's wrong Mercy?

Me: Bianca.

Kylian: Why are you bringing her up. I thought we were over this.

Me: She posted you on her IG for you guys' anniversary.

Kylian: Amour I promise it isn't what it looks like. She hasn't been able to let me go. She's a fucking psychotic bitch.

Me: Doesn't matter because now the whole world has seen the post and I don't want to be seen as a home wrecker. So i'll let you and her be together and please don't ever call me again.

I hung up the phone and started sobbing uncontrollably.

He was trying to make up excuses for that bitch's behavior but couldn't even post me on his IG.

I crawled back into my bed and pulled the sheets over my head going back to sleep to pass time.

~

"Mercy. Babe someone is here to see you." Bru said coming down to sit on the bed.

She gently stroked my forehead clearing the tangled mess of hair before getting up and leaving.

I had a feeling she heard my sobs all night the way she looked at me.

It was like she felt what I was going through.

I just woke up a few seconds ago and someone was here to see me so I quickly fixed my hair with my fingers and combed through it.

I had slept past noon and it was almost sunset.

"Can I come in." an inaudible voice called from outside the door.

"Uh s-sure." I replied confused as to who it was.

The door opened and there was Kylian standing in the middle of it.

I rolled my eyes and pulled the covers back over my head before yelling.

"Get out. I don't want to see you." I spat.

"J'aimerais que tu saches à quel point je t'aime." he muttered.

"What was that?" I asked confused.

"Nothing."

"Don't worry about it." he said.

I rolled my eyes.

"Then don't say shit and then say that." I replied.

I felt a dip in the bed and pulled the sheets down to see him sitting on the edge of the bed, his back towards me.

"Mercedes. I'm sorry that Bianca posted that. We aren't even together."

"That day we went to the restaurant I just took her there because I didn't have you."

"She was just there to fill in the void that you felt behind." he said silently.

He turned around and moved to sit right next to me.

Our bodies now touching.

He tried to reach for my hand and intertwine ours together but I quickly tucked my hand in between my legs to escape from his attempt of flattery.

He let out a sigh and ran his hands over his face.

"She doesn't mean anything to me I swear. I'm in love with you. Can't you see that." he shouted.

I flinched hearing him shout because he never did unless something really bothered him.

"D-doesn't matter. She still posted you." I said weakly, my voice barely coming out.

He grabbed my chin and made me face him.

"Look into my eyes and tell me you don't love me and I'll leave you alone." he whispered.

"I-I don't." I said looking down.

"Look at me mon amour." he said making me look directly at his piercing gaze.

"I do..love you." I muttered rolling my eyes at his immediate smirk reappearing.

"I know." he laughed giving me a small peck.

"But I'm still mad at you for that." I huffed leaning back down onto the mattress.

He wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me close to him.

"Je te rappellerai tous les jours à quel point je t'aime, s'il le faut. Tu es la plus belle fille que j'ai jamais rencontrée et personne ne pourra jamais te remplacer. Je t'aime." he cooed in my ear.

I loved it when he spoke to me in French.

Even though I didn't understand what he was saying he sounded so sexy speaking in his native tongue I couldn't help but want to hear more.

"Mhm mhm. Tell me more." I said pretending to understand what he was saying.

He smiled into my ear before whispering softly in my ear rubbing circles on my stomach.

"Je vais bientôt mettre un bébé en toi et tu seras enceinte de mes enfants."

"Ooo what does that mean Ky." I asked curiously.

"It means I'm going to put a baby in you soon." he smirked giving me a wet kiss on my cheek.

"Okay okay get up before Ney walks in." I said giggling.

Authors Note
wrote this on my break lmao . currently in school& it sucks ass you guys. but anatomy class was fun