to love is to take a risk (sequel to risky behavior)

Chapter 24

Mercedes P.O.V

I took Ney's car and drove over to Kylian's house to apologize to him for what I did.

At first I was mad at Ney for not taking my side but he had a talk with me and told me that if me and Kylian we're going to get anywhere, the first step would be to apologize to him first.

So I was here at his house debating whether or not to knock on the door or just go home and do it tomorrow.

I can't remember the last time I felt this nervous about Kylian.

I think it was when we first started having a fling.

Which was forever ago but for some reason I was feeling the same butterflies in my stomach that I had the time we had our very first date.

I took a deep breath in and exhaled deciding that it was better to go and knock since I took the time out of my day to even drive all the way here.

As I walked up to his door I opened the gate since I had the code from the many times I came here.

But I noticed a white mercedes (lol) parked on his driveway.

I ignored it and assumed it was probably one of the cleaning lady's or someone's.

I reached in my purse for the spare key I had to his house and unlocked the door so he wouldn't know I was here.

Since I wanted to surprise him after all.

"I hope he doesn't freak out about this." I thought while taking off my shoes near the front door.

"Kyyy." I said calling out for him, my voice a little above a whisper.

"Maybe he didn't hear." I said before shouting his name again.

Silence.

Weird. Because all of his cars are parked on the driveway.

Maybe he's showering.

I walked up the stairs towards his room thinking he might be in the shower since it was quiet everywhere else in the house.

I reached for the door knob and swung the door open and what I saw made me want to throw up.

It was Bianca and Kylian on top of each other making out.

And the same song Kylian used to play whenever we used to have sex was playing.

I stood there in shock unable to form words watching what was unfolding in front of me.

It was like someone was forcing me to watch the love of my life fuck someone else.

But in reality no one was forcing me.

I couldn't look away even though it hurt me.

I don't know why but I wanted to see if he treated her the same way he treated me during sex.

The little forehead kisses he would give me , how he would interlock our hands together while he thrust into me, or how he would kiss me nice and slow while making love to me.

And he was..

He was doing the same exact things to her.

"KyKy." I called out with my voice half gone.

As if someone cut off the music and it was completely pitch quiet he turned his head immediately after hearing my voice.

"Mercedes??" he asked squinting his eyes in confusion.

"Ky it's me baby. Focus on me." Bianca said unaware of my presence at the door, too busy getting fucked by Kylian.

He gave me an emotionless look before continuing with his actions.

"Bi tell me how good it feels. And don't be quiet." he said fucking Bianca at a steady pace without taking his eyes off of me.

I felt a few tears drop down my cheeks hearing him say that and had a sudden urge to clutch my heart thinking it might explode if I saw anymore.

But his gaze was so intense that I couldn't look away and it's like I wanted myself to watch it.

I wanted to torture myself and watch him fuck her while saying those things so I could never look at him the same anymore.

And I could have a solid reason to never be with him ever again.

"Uhhnn-KyKy that feels so good. Keep fucking me like that." Bianca moaned throwing her head back, her eyes closed in ecstasy.

"Fuck baby cum all over my dick." Kylian said speeding up his thrusts leaving my gaze for a few seconds to see what was going on beneath me.

"Oh fuck I'm gonna cum. Shit shit shit Kyyy." she exclaimed before letting out a loud moan signaling her release.

"Putain I'm gonna cum. Fuck Mercedes." he said throwing his head back releasing himself inside of her.

"Mercedes?" Bianca spat pushing Kylian off of her and then seeing my tear stained face.

She immediately grabbed the sheets to cover herself and let out a scream.

"What the fuck are you doing here." she yelled.

"Leaving." I said wiping my tears and running away and down the stairs.

"Fuck. Wait Mercy." I heard Kylian say making his way behind me.

I quickly went down the stairs and put my shoes on before I felt him turn me around and pin me against the door.

His sweatpants were hanging low on his waist exposing his v line and his buldge was still prominent through the pants.

"Get.The.Fuck.Off.Me" I grunted.

"You can't tell me that didn't turn you on , not even a little bit." he whispered in my ear grabbing both of my arms and pinning them up leaving me helpless to him.

"Your fucked up if you think I enjoy seeing you fuck another girl in front of my face." I said , another set of tears involuntary escaping my eyes.

He saw my tears and loosened his grip a bit on my arms and kissed my tears away before realizing what he was doing.

"Now we're even." he said letting me go , my body immediately falling back on the door.

He looked at me and laughed a little before pulling his sweatpants up just a little.

"If you think we're even then you must be delusional."

"YOU FUCKED HER IN FRONT OF ME KYLIAN, HOW DO YOU THINK THAT MAKES ME FEEL?" I said triggering a sob from inside that was waiting to come out.

"Mercedes I literally thought about you the whole time while I was fucking her." he said thinking it would make me feel better.

"What. Like that's supposed to make me feel better?!?"

"You still fucked her." I yelled.

"And you watched." he said shrugging.

"Fuck you." I spat opening the door and leaving his house.

He followed after me and tried to get my attention but I wasn't letting him.

Not after this.

"Mercedes please just look at me. I want to tell you something."

"What." I said turning around to face him.

"Don't ever fucking talk to me again. I don't even wanna see your face. Do you understand me?" he said muttering something in French before turning his back and walking back to slam the door shut.

I ran to my car as fast as I could so no one would hear the sobs I was having after hearing Ky say that.

Authors Note

sorry guys lots of angst here but soon good news will come ;))