Unrepentant | DOCTOR WHO [ON HOLD UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE]

forty three | the big bang

After coming to an abrupt halt only a mere couple of feet behind where Rory sat on a wooden log with Amy in his arms, Annabelle's eyebrows couldn't help but furrow when she couldn't hear the sound of Amy's heartbeat.

And in response to seeing the Doctor be forcibly put into the Pandorica and seeing Amy Pond's body lying in Rory's arms that Annabelle quickly sped over towards him, took Amy out of his arms and– after carefully putting Amy's body on the ground– threw Rory as far away from Amy as she could before she sped over towards him and pressed a shoe down onto his chest, just in case he tried to get back up in some unnecessary attempt to defend himself.

Instead, he only stared up at Annabelle and didn't say anything, while Annabelle simply stared down at him with a scowl on her face and her veins on display.

It wasn't until Rory had started to raise his head to look over in the direction that Amy's body was lying on the ground that he felt Annabelle put just a bit more pressure onto his chest before she asked him, "I haven't even been gone for thirty minutes, and in the short time that I've been gone, you've chosen to kill Amelia Pond?"

Rory replied, "No, I didn't choose to kill her. If it were up to me, do you really think that I would have killed her? I didn't have a choice. I couldn't even stop myself from killing her."

In response to Rory's words, Annabelle only stared down at him with furrowed eyebrows and her veins no longer shown on her face as she took in the words that he'd just said.

It reminded her all too much about the lack of control that she had on herself to keep her from killing her own husband and two children, shortly after she'd been made into a vampire by her parents.

And in that moment, she could see the same form of self-hate and sadness on Rory's face that Annabelle assumed that she had on her own face when Kol told her that she was the one that had murdered her husband and children– just ten years after their deaths.

And for the past nine-hundred and ninety-nine years of her life she continued to do just that.

She hated herself for losing control of herself and being able to keep herself from killing the three people that meant far more than most of her own family had ever meant to her, and she continued to blame herself for everything bad that had ever happened from that day onward.

As far as she was concerned, every single bad thing that had ever happened to her ever since the day that she'd blacked out and killed her husband and two children were well-deserved.

Being daggered for the first time ever by the Five was something that she deserved.

Just like she deserved the many times that Klaus and two of her other siblings had daggered her over the past millennia.

She deserved losing William the way that she did and nearly getting killed by her father at least twice during her long life as an Original vampire.

She deserved it when those witches from the Quarter had plotted together to betray her and get Mikael to go to New Orleans in 1718– sometime before Klaus had attempted to dagger her with the help of Elijah.