Y/n's POV:
Where is he? I'm tired. Not just tired, I'm drained. I don't know how much longer I can do this anymore. I haven't left this room. The only times I've gotten out of bed is to piss or fill up my water bottle. Both of those are rare times.
"Y/n, come on! You have to look after yourself!" Sarah yells from behind the door. All I've been doing for two weeks is crying. I haven't slept, eaten, showered or anything.
"Why should I? What's the point in living without him?" I scream through my sobs.
"Please open the door!" she yells. I make my way to the door and unlock it before getting back in bed. Sarah walks in and opens the blinds.
"Too bright." I groan.
"Shit." she mutters.
"What?" I ask.
"You look like shit!" she says. I haven't seen or spoken to anyone for two weeks.
"I don't give a fuck, I have no reason to prioritize my needs." I say, crying harder.
"You and I are having a self-care day today," she says. "I really need it." she mumbles.
"Why do you need it so much? I mean look at you! You're so put together!" I yell.
"Y/n do you honestly think I've been any better than you?" she yells, "I've felt so alone! I thought we would go through this together but instead you just locked yourself in here! I wanted to cry with you! Instead, I've been trying to hide my struggling! I've only cried at night, I haven't been sleeping. I put on a brave face for our family!" she yells, tears forming in her eyes. "Do you think I would be fine with this? Of course I'm not! I want to go home! I want my friends! I could've at least had one, but you've been in here, sulking!" she spits, crying now.
"I'm sorry Sarah! I had just adapted to my new home! I was finally happy again but then all of this happened! I'm sorry that you felt alone, I really am, but how do you think I felt when I got to the Outer Banks? I had never felt more alone in my life! When JJ told me he loved me, that's when I knew I belonged, when I knew that everything would be ok, when I was happy. JJ was the only person I knew I could trust here but then my life fell apart, again. So I'm sorry that you're upset but this has been extra hard on me!" I yell.
"I'm sorry y/n. I'm tired and upset. I didn't realize how hard it would've been for you." she says. I hug her, tightly.
"Sorry I lashed out like that." I whisper.
"No, I get it." she says.
"That self-care day sounds nice." I say. She giggles.
"Go have a shower, we have to get to the spa." she says.
"Really?" I shout. Sarah nods and I run to my bag to grab an outfit. I packed a lot of nice clothes but honestly, I just wanna wear sweats. I get my grey set and one of JJ's hats and head into the bathroom to take a shower. The warm water feels amazing against my skin.
JJ's POV:
"It's so fucking hot in here." I groan quietly. We've been in this fucking box for god knows how long. I wanna go home, but home isn't the same without her.
"JJ, just remind yourself why you're doing this." John B whispers to me. I half smile at him. He wants me to be happy, and this is the only way. I nod as we hear footsteps.
"Where are ya?" a female voice says. John B perks up. I don't know why. He should be quiet, not excited. He peeks through a small hole in the wall.
"No way! Cleo?" he exclaims. Who the fuck is Cleo?
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Forbidden Love -JJ Maybank x y/n Cameron
FanfictionY/n Cameron moves to the obx because her Mom died so she has to go live with Rose, Rafe, Sarah, and Wheezie. She definitely fits in with the kook lifestyle however Sarah wants y/n to hang with her and the pogues. This takes place after Ward blows hi...
