Chapter 29

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That's Topper's Jeep. God, why is he here? Topper really pisses me off.

"What's wrong?" JJ whispers. He's relaxed in his seat.

"It's Topper, he's here." I whisper. I look at Sarah, she's looking back at me. JJ sits up and looks at the Jeep. 

"What is he doing here?" Sarah asks.

"He came right as we were leaving." John B says.

"I'm not doing this." I say.

"I'll do it then mama." JJ says, smirking. I giggle lightly before we all get out of the car and head to the door. JJ takes out the key but I go straight for the handle. I'm a little surprised and nervous when the door doesn't open.

"It's locked." I say, smiling to JJ. He chuckles before unlocking the door for me and bowing like he's my butler or something.

"Why thank you kind gentleman." I say in a posh British accent.

"Why of course princess." he says also in a posh British accent. We giggle before walking inside.

"Who's there?" Topper yells in a shaky voice. I stop moving and fold my arms over my chest as we watch him come downstairs. He looks at us all but then back to me and locks eyes with me.

"What?" I ask. JJ grabs my waste, claiming his property. Topper's eyes glance at JJ's arm before he glares at JJ.

"Am I dreaming?" Topper asks. He runs over to me engulfing me in a hug. It knocks me back. I can feel JJ's tension. My arms haven't moved from my sides. Everyone is staring at me and I hate it. Topper pulls back and holds my face in his hands. I feel very uncomfortable right now. My literal boyfriend is watching Topper have his hands all over me.

"I missed you so much y/n." he says, going in for a kiss. I'm so uncomfortable my brain has stopped working and I can't move. Thankfully, my lord and saviour pulls Topper away from me. I take a step back as JJ rushes over to me. He grabs my hands and looks me in the eyes.

JJ's POV:

What the fuck is wrong with Topper? I was literally holding onto her and he has the audacity to try and kiss her.

"Are you ok?" I whisper. She nods before I pull her into a hug.

"Thanks pretty boy." she whispers. I turn around to see a disgusted Topper.

"JJ, get your hands off her!" he yells.

"Why should I?" I ask, a smirk playing on my face. Topper ignores me as he rushes to y/n, grabbing her hands.

"What now? You gonna try kiss me again?" she asks. We all giggle, except Topper.

"I was hoping for... I don't know... a second chance?" he says. I throw up in my mouth before bursting out laughing. Y/n joins me in my laughter. "What's so funny?" Topper asks, his face very serious.

"Oh, I'm so sorry Topper. Do you wanna tell him or can I?" I ask eagerly.

"I've got a better idea." y/n says smirking. I think I know what she's referring to. As I am about to kiss her, she speaks again. "Hey Topper, on a scale of one to ten, how badly did your feelings just get hurt?" she asks. Oh nah she's not gonna kiss him.

"Um, a one." he lies. Y/n rolls her eyes before coming over to me and kissing me. 

"What the fuck?" Topper yells. Y/n pulls away.

"What, I can't kiss my boyfriend?" she asks. The look on Topper's face is priceless.

Topper's POV:

It feels like my heart has been ripped out of my chest and stomped on. Really, JJ? I love her for christ's sake! I bet he doesn't think of her every night before he goes to sleep. I bet he doesn't have a photo of her as his lock screen that changes every day. I bet he's only dating her because she's rich. I bet he's dating her because she's drop-dead gorgeous. I bet he doesn't even love her!

Tears fill my eyes as I run through them all. They were all standing there, laughing at me. It hurt. I hate them, I hate them all.

"Topper wait!" y/n says as she comes after me.

"What you wanna make fun of me again?" I ask as the tears fall down my cheeks.

"No Topper. I wanted to say sorry. I'm sorry you were so embarrassed but I'm not sorry for the way we told you." she says, breaking my heart more.

"I don't wanna talk to you anymore. You completely humiliated me!" I yell.

"And you tried to kiss me! How do you think I felt, knowing my boyfriend was watching that? Knowing that JJ was watching you have your hands all over me. How do you think I felt?" she yells.

"I get it, I made a mistake!" I yell.

"You don't get it though. I should be able to push someone off me but I couldn't move! You were drowning me in yourself Topper. I was terrified and so, so embarrassed that I couldn't protect myself. God, it's not all about you!" she yells.

"Oh, ok. It's not all about me." I say with a laugh, "It wasn't all about me when you were 'dead'. That was so hard for everyone but especially me, and you know why? It's because I love you!" I yell. "But then you go and fucking break my heart. It would've been easier and less heart-shattering for you to just say that you guys are together, but you go and do that!" I add.

"You don't love me for fucksake! He loves me," she says pointing to JJ, "They love me. But you? You don't give two shits about me!" she says with disgust.

"You blind ass bitch. He doesn't love you, he just wants money. He just thinks you're pretty. I wish you could realize how dumb you're being right now. I'm just like you y/n-" I say.

"You and I are nothing alike asshole!" she screams as she slaps me and storms inside. God I fucking hate her! But oh how I fucking love her.

Y/n's POV:

Topper is so goddamn annoying. I get it, I can be a bitch, but my love life has nothing and I mean nothing, to do with him. Topper needs to back the fuck up. I don't love him and he doesn't love me. I love JJ and JJ loves me. That's how my life is and how it will be for as long as I want it to be. I'm hoping forever.

I never wanna lose JJ. The love I feel for him is crazy and I've never loved another living thing as much as I do JJ. I've had pets, friends, best friends, family and boyfriends that would never compare to the amount of love I have for JJ. As I walk back up to the group, I go to grab JJ's hand but he pulls me into a hug.

"Are you ok?" he whispers.

"I love you." I say.

"You guys are gross." Wheezie says before going upstairs. Everyone laughs. JJ picks me up and I wrap my legs around him like a koala as he carries me up to my room.

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