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I know it hurts| Victor Bruntly|Smut|

summary: basically your bf Jacob cheated on you with Emma, and you find out, luckily your best friend victor is there for you and helps you forget him for a bit. 

Also the loop is still a thing but Jacob has been there for about 5 years and you were dating for two years.

Warnings: Angst, Self harm, smut

I thought I had gotten over the pain that Jacob had caused me, but here I sat, staring at the wall in front of me as the pain consumed me. 

How could He do this to me? How could he throw away the two years we had spent together? And then he's parading Emma around the house like she's the best thing he's even had? It made me feel like I wasn't good enough, that I did something wrong. 

'I wish I could call my mum, she would know what to say to make me feel better right now.' I though to myself. 

'I would do ANYTHING  to talk to my mum.' With that thought, the tears I had been trying to suppress, finally broke free. 

What started of as a few escaped tears quickly turned into full sobs with no sign of stopping. I tried to fight the urge; I really did. But I haven't felt this broken in a long time and old habits die hard.

I walked over to my cupboard and pulled out a small knife, the only one Miss Peregrine didn't take when she found out what I did. I walked over to my desk and faced the mirror. I cried harder as I thought about all of the progress I made. I haven't cut my self to escape pain in almost a year. 

Thinking about that made me feel like even more of a failure.

I dragged the tip of the knife along the top of my left shoulder, so a dress sleave would cover it. I went a little deeper then I had first intended, but it was nothing to worry about. I took a deep breath as I watched blood flow down my arm in the mirror. 

*Knock Knock* 

I jumped when I heard the soft knocks on my door. My plan was to pretend I was asleep and not respond, that was until the knocks came again, a little louder this time.  I huffed as I stood up and walked to the door. Might as well get rid of whoever it is so they don't sit there and knock all night. 

"what?" I opened it just enough to stick my head out and see Victor standing there. 

"Y/N, I have to say something an-" He stopped mid sentence and squinted his eyes at me, "whats wrong?" 

"nothing, I was trying to sleep" I lied.

"no, you've been crying, what wrong?" Victor tried to push the door open as he talked, but I stopped it before it could get very far. My right hand was still clutching the knife behind the cover of my door, I must have forgotten to put it down when he startled me. 

"No I haven't. I was trying to sleep." I shifted as I lied again. His eyes drifted down a little.

"How'd you get that cut?" His voice low and serious as he spoke. 

Shit, I moved around to much, and he could see my shoulder. I took a breath before I spoke.

"Doesn't matter, I'm fine" I said and tried to close the door on him. 

"No your not." Victor said as he pushed the door back and barged into my room. The door still ajar as I turned to face him. I saw his eyes shift from my face, to my shoulder and then finally to the knife in my hand. With the look on his face, you would have thought that he was the one who was bleeding. It was hard seeing him look that way, I had to close my eyes and turn my head to the side. I didn't realize he had moved closer to me, but he must have because the next thing I knew I could feel him taking the knife out  of my hand. I winced when I heard the metal hitting the cold floor.