" You left me for dead " ( Evan x Gregory )

Chapter 7: Where am I?

Gregory's POV

Wake up!

I jolted awake, and I looked around where I was. I realized I wasn't in my room, then a wave of memories came at me. I was widened eyed, and I looked my clothes. They were changed by whom, and then I saw Fable's necklace was on my neck and I saw a shock collar on my neck as well. I tried to take it off, " I wouldn't do that if I were you, " said a voice. I knew that voice, and I knew it pretty well.

Evan.

The man I hated for four years straight, I looked around to see where he was. But the room was very dark, so I couldn't see anything. Then I saw a figure in the dark, and I was silent. I know I hated this man, but a part of me still love him. " You know, I never wanted to leave you there. I didn't realized there was a way until it was too late. I love you so much, Ivy. But when you lose your sister to those men of mine. I knew you hate me more, but I simply order them to bring you two alive. But they failed on that part, so I killed them. 

" But, " he went on, " I didn't mean to give up. I knew you will be mad at me. I been trying to make it up to you for years. But you never forgive me, because you always held grudges against a lot of people. It takes a while for you to forgive anyone. " He walked towards me, and I didn't move. But I glance up at him, and he stopped in front of me. He leaned into my ear, I felt his hot breath. He chuckled, " I know you still love me, deep down,  you do, " Evan whispered into my ear.

How did he find out about my secret about that?

" I am mind reader, did you forget? " Evan reminded me, and I remember him telling about his abilities sometimes. I looked at him and I gulped, then I started to blushed. " Y-you i-idiot, " I stammered and he chuckled. He looked at me with a smile, " You did changed, but I know you still have personality switch when you are fight or no, " he pointed out. I was blushing even harder. Calm down, calm down, Gregory, I thought to myself. I knew Evan will hear that, because his powers.

He lifted up my chin, he leaned closer to me. My breath was shaking, and I didn't know what to do. But I pulled away just in time, " I have no one left, " I burst into tears, and Evan looked at me. " The only reason I am still alive is because of this necklace, I have no one. I don't get why you want me alive, " I told to him, and I choke sob. I didn't want to cry and I didn't want to cry.

I heard Evan sighed, " You know you still have someone, but I know you hate me. But I know deep down you still love me. You are lucky, I let you the necklace. You still have me, " Evan said, then he wipe something off my neck. My makeup on my mark, I hid for years. I glance at him, " I don't forgive you, but you are right-" but I was cut off by kiss. Evan kissed me, and I was shocked at first. Then I kissed back, he was right; I still love him.

I guess I am an masochist, well, I am mentally in pain. Evan broke it, " Doesn't matter, I love you, no matter what, " he whispered into my ear. I blushed really hard this time, " Get some rest, I know you are insomniac. Plus, I have to do my job, I have some people to kill for fun, " Evan said, then he left. I was processing what just happened, and I put both on my head. I was blushing really dead, and I felt really embarrassed what just happened.

But I am not tired, my wings are in pain right now. I got up and I decided to go to the bathroom. I turned on the lights and I looked at the mirror. I looked at the shock collar on my neck, I saw my mark on my neck. The mark represent I am owned by bloodlust already, so other bloodlusts won't take me. But Evan wasn't ordinary bloodlust, he was Alexander.

Alexander was known as coldest person and soul on the planet. Until Ivory changed his heart, which is me. I am Ivory, or was her before I was killed. I looked at the mirror again, and I moved my hair aside. I looked at my scar over my right eye I had for four years. The day I was left for dead that when I got it. I sighed, and I hurts knowing this is a reminder.

But I have some darkest secrets of my own. I have two roses instead of one. My mental disorders, and my abilities. Apparently, my abilities is getting stronger, which is means harder to control them. My powers are fueled with my emotions. My mental health is getting worse, but I take meds for it. Only if I had them. I guess Evan might know about that, let just hope he doesn't.

I know Helpy is here, he has a compartment in his back with my meds. Just in case I have panic attacks on the job. 

I kept looking in the mirror, and then I started to felt dizzy and pain went through my head. My vision started to blur and I heard ringing in my ears. I started to hear the voices, my past memories. 

Useless

Weakling

Pathetic

" Shut up. "

No one love you

Why would he love you 

You let her die

" Shut up."

You've should have gone with them

You are the reason of the family downfall

" SHUT UP!" I shouted again, and I sent other of my energy bursts. I saw the mirror was shattered, and I was breath shakily. I left the bathroom, I guess Evan was right. I hope he doesn't find out, and I sat on the bed. I heard tiny footsteps and I looked down. I saw Helpy, and I picked him up. " Helpy, there you are, " I told him as I picked him up. " I sense you need your meds now, " he said, and he gave me a bottle of my pills. I took one and Helpy gave me a bottle of water.

" I am going to sleep, Helpy keep watch please, " I told him, and he nodded. I pulled the blanket over me, " Helpy, when is my next therapy session? " I asked to him, and he pulled up the screen from his wrist. " Next week, " he answered. I need to get out of here, but I remember I can summon my dagger if I wanted to.

But for now, I will get some sleep. I closed my eyes, and I fell asleep.