All Those Lies

34.Past

                      "Your eyes stole all my words away."

                                           ℝ𝔼𝕐ℤ𝔼𝕃

"You won that bustard's heart. Why don't you leave him?"

"Have you fallen in love? That was supposed to be a dare." said another.

"No" Eve replied.

I froze. She didn't love me.

Her friends noticed me and signaled Eve. Eve immediately turned back and looked at me.
"Rey!"
"I was a dare to you?" A dare out of all thing we possibly couldn't have been.

"Please hear me. It's not what you think."

"Then what Eve? What? Answer me. Was it a dare? All these,all these meant nothing?I meant nothing to you."
Please tell me I meant something.

Her silence answers me on her behalf.

Eve holds my arm.
"Don't" I roar.

"I asked you a question."

"Yes but it's.."

Yes. One single word was enough to break my heart.

"Looser." One of her friends laughed at me.

That's what I was. Stupid, useless, unloved.

I ran, ran away from there.

Dare. I was just a dare to her. . Otherwise why would have she come to me that day. I was the outcast I should have figured that out. I was blind. Blind in love.

I look for my car in the garage. I get into my car and start driving. I didn't know where I'm going.

"Rey, stop." Eve screamed.

I don't. It's too much. I feel so lost.
How could she do that me. I didn't do anything to her. I loved her.

Tears fall from my eyes. I can't think straight. The ache in my chest getting stronger. I screamed. I screamed so loudly that my throat hurts. It hurts everywhere.

Looser.
A looser.
I'm a looser.

The person I loved with everything made me feel I'm nothing.