The sun against the cold- Peter x y/n (narnia)

Chapter 1

A/N- ok so I know that Peter is 13 in the movie but I refuse to believe that because dude doesn't look 13. I have made Peter 16, Susan 15, Edmund 13, and Lucy 10

Hope you enjoy!

Cold

That's all you remember from your childhood. The shiver of every breath, no warmth to help you.

It all started when you were 10 years old

"Momma," your small shaky voice called as your trembling body entered her bedroom

"What is it now?" She asked annoyed as always

"I'm cold" you said hugging yourself

"Fine fine get over here" she said and you hurried over to her coat as she covered you

Her body was freezing so the coat didn't help at all.

"Mamma?" You asked and she hummed but didn't look to you

"Where- where is my daddy?" You asked and you got her attention

"You don't have one" she said coldly and you looked at her confused

"But I have to have one to be born. I see it in animals everyday-"

"Good lord child would you stop your talking. I was cursed with you don't you understand? A woman came to my castle asking for help. But she was an Asland supporter and she begged for me to let her in. I refused because I wasn't gonna let some better woman in and ruin my reputation. But she cursed me with a child so I could "find some love"." She said

"And did you?" You asked hoping for the right answer

"Of course not. Who would ever love you. You're worthless. You can't hunt, you can't lead, you can't kill. I don't know why I put up with you." She said

"But you're supposed to love me" you said getting tears

"Well then get better and maybe I'll accept you." She said

You pushed her away and ran off. The tears on your face froze instantly because of the cold and you had to scratch your face to get it off.

You grabbed your warm cape and ran out the castle just wanting to get away.

You ran as fast as you could. The snow clinging to your feet as the branches slapped your face as you ran away.

You had to stop because you couldn't breath anymore. The cold air striking your lungs. Felt like a thousand knifes stabbing you with every breath.

You looked up to see a beautiful lamp post covered in snow making you confused

You walked forward and put your back against it sliding down into the snow. Your eyes couldn't hold your tears anymore as you put your knees to your forehead and cried loudly.

All you wanted was to be loved by your mother. You wanted someone to hold you when you fell down. Not call you weak when you cried. You wanted to feel warmth when someone hugged you, not fear and cold.

Suddenly you felt a warm paw on your hand and jumped away in fear. When you came to your senses you saw a beaver looking at you.

"Are you ok?" A male voice came out

You nodded too afraid to speak

"Why are you out here at this hour? And all alone." He asked

"I just needed some air" you said

"At this hour? You're lucky it was me who came to you. Wild wolves would have snatched you up with the noises you were making" the beaver said

"Sorry" you said softly