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katsuki bakugou x shoto todoroki

after shoto was diagnosed with leukaemia, he passed away after 4 months of treatment. after his death, katsuki swears to never fall in love with anyone again. maybe there will be a plot twist, maybe not🤗

thank u dearest jadespadesog for the request

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katsuki's pov

'katsuki, im gonna be fine, okay? dont cry, please..'
he said while hugging me. leukaemia, blood cancer, that shit is deadly! his body is already weak enough to survive on its own, how is he gonna survive with cancer as well?

i cant lose him, not yet. for now, ill have to just believe in what he says, just to make him smile. if hes going to die, i want him to be happy first. to know how loved he was. no, how loved he is.

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how foolish of me to believe that he would live. i sat on my bed, hurled up in a ball under my blanket. he passed away 2 days ago. why, just why?! why did his life have to be cut so short?

he was so happy, he was at his best. things were starting to get better. i silently sobbed, what am i supposed to do with my life now? he was my source of happiness, he was my light and the love of my life.

i dont want to fall asleep without him, i dont want to live without him. all of this sounds pathetic, but its true. that feeling of emptiness ever since he left is just too much. i cant deal with it on my own anymore.

aizawa sensei suggested i go visit a sort of therapist. usually id decline immediately, stating that im not crazy in the head. however, this time i just nodded silently. i learned to accept the fact that im not okay right now, i need someone to speak to.

^ monday, 11:37am, chiryo psychology. ^

i looked at the gray, dull building. i cant turn back now, i dont want to disappoint aizawa sensei. here goes nothing i guess.

^ monday, 10:56PM, UA dormitory. ^

i toss and turn around in bed. i cant seem to fall asleep. whenever i close my eyes all i see is shoto.
his silky hair, mesmerizing eyes, his bright smile. god i miss that stupid face of his.

'kat, im still here with you.'

who was that? am i still hearing things?

'dont be sad, i wont leave you'

i should mention this to my therapist, i cant start to go crazy after the incident, shoto wouldnt like that..

'katsuki, i want you to remember something,'

wait, i recognize that voice. it couldnt be..no, thats not possible. god, brain, stop fucking with me!

'i love you, kat.'

IM SO SORRY THIS WAS AWFUL