Shana
I sit in my room and rock myself back and forth. I knew this plan was going to turn around and bite me in the ass. Angry tears roll down my face as I think back to the conversation I had over the phone with Connor on Sunday night.
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Flashback
"Connor look, we need to stop avoiding this and work it out. What you did to me on Wednesday was just sick. I know what we're going to Logan is wrong, but I could care less. But to each other, it's just sick." I pause on the line as I hear Connor smack his lips.
"I'm finding it difficult to even be in this situation with you anymore. You keep giving away hints and even though Michael's the only one catching them, he's not dumb, I'll give him that. He'll figure out something sooner or later, but right now I think we should stay distant again, maybe even for good this time." I gasp and try to breakdown what he was really trying to say, I feel my blood boil as I speak in a hard tone.
"What are you saying, Connor?" I ask and he sighs.
"I'm saying we're done Shana. Our relationship. I'm tired of you and the shit you do. Besides, I think I wanna give this relationship thing with Logan a try. I mean I have her for life so I might as well, right?" He chuckles and I just snap.
"Are you fucking serious, Connor!? She's a freak! She can't give you what I gave you, she doesn't even like you. She loves Michael and you know that, that's what got us into this mess. She'll never want to be with you after all the shit you've done. She'll think you're crazier than she already does. She'll always flinch around you and hate you. SHE'LL NEVER WANT YOU!" I hear him breathe calmly and clear his throat.
"You really don't take breakups very well... can you stop being a stubborn bitch about this and just accept the fact that I'm leaving you for Logan? The girl you convinced me to kidnap and torture because she took Michael from you in the beginning. I gotta say, life seems pretty shitty for you right now and I see why you hate Logan so much. She's prettier than you and is stealing every guy you've ever cared about without even trying." My jaw drops as he says these painful words to me.
"I-I can't believe you just said that." My heart shatters and he chuckles.
"Well believe it. I'm done with you and if you say anything about us kidnapping Logan I will kill your before they can throw us all in prison." He threatens and I gasp.
"This is it Shana. I don't want you talking to me anymore. Do you understand?" He asks. I numbly nod my head, knowing he can't see me, but I can't speak.
"DO YOU UNDERSTAND SHANA!?" He barks again and I stutter out, tears falling.
"Y-Yes I u-understand." He grunts then hang up. I throw myself on my bed and cry.
He just hang up without saying goodbye?
I'm not even good enough for a fucking goodbye?
I scream into a pillow and turn on my side. This is all Logan's fucking fault, she's taking everything from me. I stare across my room as something shiny catches my eye. I sniffle, get up and walk over to it. I bend down and pick it up. It's a key. I stare at it confused. I don't know what this opens, I went to go toss it on my dresser then freeze. It's the key to Connor's bedroom that he has Logan locked up in. I smirk and tighten my grip around the key.
Logan's going to regret ruining my life...
I'll just skip school and pay her a little visit without Connor knowing, but I'll have to wait it out for a while. Definitely wouldn't want Connor to get suspicious. I look at myself in my mirror. My eyeliner is smudge from crying and my eyes are bloodshot red, wide and angry. I flip my hair and take a deep breath.
People are going to learn to stop using me and they're gonna learn the hard way.
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Far Away
Mystery / ThrillerI breathed heavily as my feet slammed against the wet concrete. I didn't know how long I'd been running, but I wasn't going to stop until I was far away. Far away from that house, far away from that clock, far away from that room. And far away from...
