Far Away

[21] Miserable

Michael

All the things I suspected are turning out to be completely wrong I guess. Shana and Connor aren't together, they won't even look at each other in the halls. That's weird since they were tonguing each other down three weeks ago. Then again, I don't look at any of my exes cause I wouldn't want to give them the wrong idea. I've been miserable, now that Shana and Connor stop talking to each other. I just have no idea who took Logan. I'm not even sure if Shana is connected to it anymore. I feel so hopeless, I guess visiting Logan's parents once in a while isn't helping anything either. The three of us just sit around and mope together.

I sigh and run a hand through my hair as I open my locker. I just want to go put up more flyers and go home. I hear someone clear their throat and I turn around to see Sadie... Sadie? I expected it to be Shana as I raise my brows in shock.

I haven't talked to her since the disappearance of Logan, but I'm not surprised that she's about to talk to me. I'm actually surprised that she now looks like someone else. Someone I know. My eyes stay wide and my jaw drops as she smiled at me and flips her now dark brown hair.

"Hi Michael. I see you've been stressing over Logan's absence lately, so I was wondering if you wanted to take your mind off of it and come hang with me tonight." She smirks and I stare at her in fury as I see the difference in her.

Her dirty blonde hair is now a dark brown and her blue eyes are forgotten underneath hazel contacts. She bats her eyes at me and I feel my face heat up as I grab her arm and pull her outside and to my car.

"Get in." I snap as she widens her eyes and slides in the passenger seat. We sit in silence as I try to calm my nerves. I hesitate to look at her as I talk.

"Sadie... why do you look like that?" I ask and I hear her giggle.

"Oh, so that's what you had to drag me out here for. To discuss my new look? I knew you'd love it!" She bats her eyes and I snap my head up at her and lose my calm.

"Love it? I fucking hate it! You look absolutely nothing like her, you know. Your hair is too dark and so are those contacts. You're not even the same shape as her. Just get the fuck out of my car, you make me sick." I glare at her and she glares back.

"Well, I thought this is what you want?" I gape at her with my mouth open.

"Sadie, I-I... you... ugh!" I punch the steering wheel hitting the horn, making her jump.

"I was just trying to help us both out." She mumbles and I lose my calm completely this time.

"I am so sick and tired of you disgusting whores always trying to get in someone's pants! I don't like you or Shana, so send that message to her as well. God, you and Shana are like sick puppy dogs. There's so many guys in this school and you and her constantly decide to hound me. Shana I guess I understand why, but you Sadie, we didn't even sleep together!" I grip the steering wheel as she shrieks back at me.

"Seriously Michael, you're so hurtful! That's the point of this! I want you! Why did you sleep with Shana and not me? I'm prettier than her! I figured when Logan went missing, this would be my chance to get you. So I changed up my whole look to satisfy you. You might as well take me, cause she's not coming back, Michael. You're miserable. Face it." She shrugs and I stare at her and speak coldly.

"Sadie, you know what you can do to satisfy me? Bring Logan back. You and your wannabe look of her can go fuck yourself. You may be able to change everything to look somewhat like her, but you'll never be able to change what's inside to look like her. Now get the fuck out of my car." I growl as I watch her get out without another word and slam my door shut. I lean back in my seat and sigh.

I really am miserable... miserable without Logan.

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