im so sorry, my dearest friend..
i didn't mean to break our promise, I swear i tried to keep it..
it was just too much to handle and i didn't know if you were going to be there for me again...
but i should have known better
you said it before, "i'll always be there if you need me"..
i just choose to not ask for your help this time
but now i must ask for your forgiveness for I have hurt my soul once again
i can't promise you that it wont happen again because it will
but i will say this
i can never forgive myself for what i have done ti my body if you cant forgive me either
but you must remember
i an truly sorry for breaking a promise i said i would keep
it seems i crossed my fingers when promising to you
it seems the promise wasn't a real promise
and im sorry for that
i hope you can forgive me
my dearest friend..
