Not made for me - Minsung

Chapter 7

When Jisung arrived at the studio, he knew he would have an annoying conversation with his friends about what happened. He knew Chan would ask him serious questions and Changbin would make fun of him. And it was exactly what happened.

"Hello Ji" Chan said, smiling at the boy

"Let's get over the deep talk right now so we can work quickly" Jisung said as he sat down and sighed, Changbin laughing loudly by his side.

"What happened yesterday?" Chan asked, somehow already knowing the answer but wanting to hear it from him. Jisung sighed loudly again, showing his annoyment

"Well, Minho was there and he teased me all night long. I woke up feeling shitty that day so I wanted to get laid, and he did" He explained, getting quick to it.

"What about 'I won't fucked the same twice' now?" Changbin teased and nudged him a bit.

"Well, I wanted to stick to my principles but Minho really is good in bed" Jisung explained, nudging him back.

"Or maybe someone actually had found a way to your heart" Chan said, smiling warmly at him

"The only way he found was to my ass, nothing more" Jisung said, huffing, making Changbin laugh even louder.

"What if you catch feelings?" Chan asked again

"Chan stop talking nonsense" Jisung was now mad "I won't because I don't want to get into a relationship, it won't happen so stop talking bullshit" He added, putting his headphones on to cut the conversation. Chan gave a few pats on Jisung's leg, a way to say that he was sorry and Jisung shrugged, showing that it was nothing. They got into work, working hard for the rest of the day.

"Fuck" Chan said as he let his punch fall on the table, making Jisung flinch.

"What?" Changbin asked, eyeing Jisung. That kind of moves weren't the best one in front of the younger

"This shitty thing doesn't want to work correctly, it won't let me save the hours of work from today" Chan explained, clicking repeatedly.

"Keep calm Channie, it will work eventually" Jisung tried to soothe him, but Chan wasn't having any of it.

"How the fuck should I calm down when I'm about to lose our work?" He yelled at Jisung, his voice low and scary. Jisung widened his eyes and froze.

His friends know him pretty well. Even if there are not a lot of them you know about his life, basically just Hyunjin, they do know the things they should avoid to do to not trigger Jisung.

Jisung was triggered now.

He put his hands on his ears and closed his eyes, now letting all the walls he built fall and showing how scared he was.

Chan reacted immediately. The second he realized he had screamed at Jisung, he let the things he was holding fall down, crouching down in front of Jisung and waiting for him to get out of his bubble.

After a few seconds, Jisung opened his eyes, seeing that Chan was looking at him with worried eyes. He let out a shaky breath.

"I'm sorry Hannie" Chan said

"It's okay" Jisung said, and let Chan engulf him in a hug.

They stayed silent for a few minutes, none of them daring to break whatever mood they were settling now.

"I should go" Jisung said, wanting to bury himself in his sheets.

He picked up his things, while Chan was looking at him with all the guilt of the world.

"It's okay, really" Jisung said as he patted Chan's head.

He then left, hurrying to his house. He walked fast, his mind blank and his head down.

He wanted to get his mind out of what just happened.

Minho

minho?

yes jisung?

uhm

would you like to come at mine

when?

like rn or soon

here's the adress : ...

well, alright

i hope i'm not bugging you

not at all

i'm pretty happy you asked

cool

but

yk

yes?

i just want to get laid

just that

i can do that

cool

see ya

He doesn't know why, but Minho felt kinda disappointed.

He doesn't know why, but he kinda hoped they would have some kind of conversation as he arrived at the younger's home, but no conversation was done because the second Minho arrived, Jisung jumped at him, joining their lips almost immediately.

But Minho shook it off his mind. It wasn't needed. He had a pretty naked boy just in front of him, he didn't need to get his mind into deep thoughts right now.

He emptied his mind, as he carried Jisung and put him on the bed, taking his own clothes of, feeling Jisung's burning stare on him.

The only thing that kept him awake was the beautiful sound of Jisung's moans as he touched him, and then the intense pleasure he felt everytime he would fuck the younger.

He fucked him senseless, just like everytime he did. But this time, it was a little bit off.

Maybe Minho shouldn't fool around, that wasn't what he wanted to do.

He distracted his mind as Jisung's moan got louder, letting his own mind getting filled by Jisung, even if he was already the only thing that went through Minho's mind.

Minho picked up the pace, thrusting into him faster, almost breaking the boy who let out his orgasm, feeling completly wrecked from it.

"Can I continue?" Minho asked, he saw how Jisung was wrecked and he didn't want to hurt him in any way. 

Jisung opened his eyes, looking at Minho for a few seconds and he pulled his head towards him, kissing him sweetly. He nodded, as he brought his lips to him again, kissing him as Minho started thrusting again, now chasing his own orgasm until he found it, his whole body falling on Jisung as the wave of pleasure passed through his body. Jisung was completly oversensitive from the act, he engulfed Minho in a hug as the boy fell on him, feeling comforted by his presence.

Minho smiled to himself, as he kissed the boy's forehead, also hugging him tightly.

But after a few minutes, when their post-sex daze ended, Jisung looked different. He was avoiding Minho's glances, and he slowly detached himself from him.

"Do you want me to go?" Minho asked, not wanting to but knowing the younger would like it better. He saw the relieved face Jisung made at the question.

"Yes" Jisung said, his voice not above a whisper and smiling sweetly at him. He really was thankful that Minho was kind enough to respect Jisung's preferences, even if he did the whole way to there.

"Sorry" Jisung added, feeling a bit bad now.

"You don't have to" Minho said as he was putting his clothes back on, he carressed the boy's head, before leaning and giving him a peck on his cheeks.

"Do you need help with something before I go?" Minho asked

"No, thank you, for everything" Jisung said, now half asleep on his bed. Minho chuckled at the sight.

He then left, walking on the cold streets of the night, slightly shivering at the coldness, and his mind a bit confused.