Not made for me - Minsung

Chapter 20

Jisung walked in front of Minho's door and stopped, contemplating.

He took a deep breath, gathering the courage he needed, and he knocked.

"Minho" He called "It's Jisung, can I enter?"

He heard a muffled 'come in' coming from the room, so he entered, closing the door behind him and staying by the door, not wanting to overstep his boundaries. 

He looked at the boy, who was laying on the bed on his back. He was staring at the ceiling lifelessly, you could see tears trails on his cheek. Jisung felt his heart tightening at the sight.

"Can I approach you?" Jisung said softly

"Of course" He answered, his voice breaking.

Jisung slowly approached him, sitting beside him on his bed.

"I feel like shit right now" Minho said, more tears spilling out of his eyes.

Jisung didn't think further, he embraced him in a tight hug, as Minho responded immediately, his arms wrapping around the boy and holding him closely.

Minho tried so hard to hold back, but he couldn't. The comfort from his boy made him sob instantly. Jisung wanted to cry along with him, he caressed his skin sweetly, trying to comfort him as much as he could.

"I'm so tired" Minho let out, his voice raspy

"I know Min"

"I didn't know I would be so weak"

"You were the one to tell me that it doesn't matter, the important thing is how you stand back up, isn't it?"

"I'm still weak"

"Why?"

"Because I was stupid to get back with her" Minho said as he shook his head.

"I thought you liked her, to be honest" Jisung admitted

"No, I didn't"

"Then why did you get back with her?" Jisung was now confused

He didn't answer, he didn't know how to tell the boy again.

"Minho?"

"Because I'm still in love with you" Minho blurted out, his voice wavering.

"Min..."

"And it's so hard" He added with a sob.

He started sobbing again, his arms tightening around Jisung. The latter couldn't bear anymore, he laid beside him and started crying along with him.

They stayed like that for so long, just crying in each other embrace until they had no tears left to cry. They detached from each other, laying on their side and looking at each other.

"Minho"

"Yes?"

"Why do you like me?" Jisung asked, innoncently.

"What?"

"I just wanna know, I don't understand"

"Don't be stupid" Minho smiled at the boy "There's so many reasons, where should I start?"

"Wherever you want"

"Well, first of all, I think the first thing that I liked about you was your appearance. Not that it does have a big importance to me, but it did make a huge impact when we met. You're really pretty, I really like your face and your cute cheeks" He said, pinching the said cheeks as Jisung snickered "But you're also really hot. I've seen you naked and I don't think I can take this image out of my mind" He teased