Loving My Knight

Phoenix Being My Cheerleader

After a few hours being out and doing mundane tasks in town with my support worker, I'm relaxing back at home. I'm browsing through my photos on my phone, trying to decide which one to share online first. I see the one that Caz took of me before we left the hotel (or should I say the one we originally planned to stay at haha!) and this is the one I'll post first. Then I can forever cherish my outfit that I wore to meet the New Kids.

I don't tag the guys themselves in this post though as they probably won't be interested in the slightest. Although I do tag the group's account as I caption it. I log into my laptop and to finish the last few bits to make sure my vlog is ready to be published onto my YouTube channel. It's took me about a week to complete the editing process as I want it to be the best video I'll have uploaded, ever.
Hunger strikes. My support worker; Beatrix is bringing my dinner in for me from the kitchen. I bought it in town and she's just been dishing it out for me. It smells good! I hope it tastes just as good as it smells. It's Salt and Pepper Chicken with fried rice. One of my favourite meals.

I have a dollop of ketchup and a dollop of garlic mayonnaise on the side too, I know that probably sounds disgusting but I love it!
Beatrix sits down in the line comfy chair with her panini. We watch something on the television while we eat our dinner. "How are you getting along with your video editing?" She asks. "Almost ready to publish it. I'm scared I've put all of this effort into it and no one seeing it." She does an 'aww' sound. "It'll do well, I'll be definitely watching it! I'll be telling everyone I know about it as well." I thank her. I've known Beatrix for quite a few years now and we are more like friends than being employee and employer although she knows I'm the one in charge. I get a notification on my phone and it's my followers 'liking' my photo and commenting compliments about me. I get back to eating. One thing I hate about myself is that I'm such a slow eater and have the smallest appetite, but I'm used to it. Those who know me well also know this about me.
After finishing my dinner, I've almost ready to press the publish button. Just checking through all the extras like subtitles etc. I'm grinning at watching the full video as all the memories play in my head. I'm sharing my vlog online with my followers and loved ones.
I let myself have a nap as tiredness has hit me. It's been a productive day for me and I feel proud of everything that I've accomplished today. It might not be a lot to others but for me, it is.
As I wake up from my nap, I notice it's getting dark outside and I manage to get up to close the curtains. Thankfully, Beatrix helped me change into my pjs ready for whenever I decided to go to bed. She also put out a snack and drinks for me in my room before she left. Still feeling tired and achy, I go to get comfortable in my bed. My phone is going off with notifications. I check through them all. I smile. Now my phone is ringing and I swipe to answer. It's Phoenix.
"Hey Phee! Yeah, I'm good thanks. Oh okay, I'm in bed. Yeah sure. See you in a short while then."

Twenty minutes pass and Phoenix is here. He's come in his own pyjamas loaded with more snacks and his laptop. He gets himself all comfortable in the bed next to me. "What are you doing with your laptop?" I ask him. "I'm going to watch your video and share the crap out of it for you." Oh okay, I wasn't expecting that. "You could have watched it on mine." He does the zip motion on his face causing me to giggle, and I turn to look at my own laptop screen. I hate the sound of my own voice so I plug in my headphones and listen to music. The first song that is playing is 'Baby, I Believe In You' by The New Kids. Music always sounds and hits different when you've heard it live as you feel the passion in the voice more, I think. I don't realise I'm singing out loud until I feel Phee is tapping me on my arm asking me to shush. I mouth 'I'm sorry.' Haha!
"Well, I am definitely going to be sharing this one like there's no tomorrow. This is really lovely. Look at you just casually hanging out with the New Kids!" He winks. I blush. "You're too humble, missy. I see what you mean about Jordan, though." My face can't hide my anxiety which makes him wondering what is going on in my head. "Is it really noticeable?" He points to Jordan. "Him gazing at you?" I nod. "I only noticed cos you said about it to me. Don't worry, it'll be fine." He gently rubs my shoulder. I watch him as he shares it on all of his social media. Every single post that he shares, he makes sure to tag the tags. Poor guys will be inundated with the same link to my video!

Imagine Phoenix is inside Nina's apartment.

"Nina?!?" I've been watching some YouTube video when I hear my name being mentioned by Phoenix, so I turn to look at him. He points to his laptop. His tweet has been liked by Jon. What?!? I check to make sure it's the official Jon and not some fake account. It really is him. Then my twitter gets a notification. It's a like from Jon. Donnie also gives it a like.
'Great video Nina and happy you've had a fab time ♥️' tweets Jon under my tweet. I don't think he interacts with the fans as much as I'd say Donnie does so it means a lot to me that he's made the effort to do so. The next thing I know is Phoenix is shoving his phone in front of my face as he shuffles next to me and snaps a selfie of us to which he uploads on his social media. Thankfully I was quick to hold my hand up covering some of my face as I don't have any makeup up on with being in bed. Ha ha!