Dangerous Temptations

Chapter 6

A couple weeks had passed and I have been hanging out with Fred a lot more. Mostly cuddling and kissing/making out. We hadn't done much of anything else beside when we went to Hogsmeade together last weekend. Fred hadn't asked me to be his girlfriend yet, but I wasn't going to ask him about it. I don't even really know if I want to date him or not yet. I mean he's really nice and funny and a great kisser, like a really F ing good kisser. But I don't know if I want to date him or not. I know I'm definitely not aloud to but I don't really care anyway. I got taken out of my thoughts when Fred started moving around. I was laying half on him in his bed from the last night. We didn't do anything but make out and it was cold outside so I slept in his dorm.

"Morning gorgeous" Fred yawned as he woke up. "Morning" I smiled up at him as he kissed my head. He played with my hair while cuddling up into me more since it was early in the morning and still  cold.

"I don't know if I really want this anymore" I said furrowing my eyebrows and trying to think. "What?" Fred asked confused sitting up. "I don't think I want this anymore Fred" I repeated myself as I looked over at him. "El" he said moving closer to me. I didn't reply, instead just got off his bed and put my shoes back on. "Ellie" Fred said quietly as he grabbed my arm. I didn't say anything else just stared into his eyes. I pushed myself away from him gently and walked out of his dorm. I walked down the hallways back to the other side of the castle. I walked up to my dorm and opened the door quietly. All my sisters were still asleep in their beds. I took my shoes off next to my bed and pulled the curtains shut as I sat on my bed. I layed down under my blankets quietly, waiting for my sister's to wake up, and go to breakfast with me. I can't believe I did that. He was so confused. What the fuck is wrong with me. God I'm an idiot.

Fred's POV:
I woke up to El laying on me under the blankets, in my dorm. She was laying there looking at the curtain. She looked beautiful, like she always did. She was concentrating really hard on whatever she was thinking about.

I'm was going to ask her to be my girlfriend today. I've been putting it off for the last thew weeks cause I didn't know when or how to ask her. I don't really know if she wants to be my girlfriend though. That's the main reason I've put it off. Cause we've been hanging out for a while now, just cuddling and making out all the time. But I never brought up us actually dating. I mean we might be already cause we went to Hogsmeade together but I'm not really good at this stuff so I'm not sure. I saw her glance up at me than start playing with the blanket when she noticed I had woken up. "Morning gorgeous" I smiled down at her. "Morning" El smiled back up at me as I kissed her head. I shuffled under the blankets a bit more and cuddled up to her cause I was still kinda cold and because I wanted to be closer to her. I started playing with the back of her hair under the blankets.

After a while she sat up and shuffled away from me a bit. "You good El?" I asked leaning up on my elbow still mostly under the blankets. "Mmh" she hummed back while thinking. She furrowed her eyebrows while looking down at the end of the bed. "I don't think I want this anymore" she said quietly. "What?" I asked confused as I sat up properly next to her. "I don't want this anymore Fred" She repeated herself as she looked over at me. "El" I said moving closer to her. She didn't say anything else. Instead she got off my bed and put her shoes on, on the floor. "Ellie" I said moving to the side of my bed. I grabbed her arm gently as she got up and went to walk away. She didn't say anything and I just stared into her eyes for a bit waiting for her to say something else. She pushed herself away from me and left my dorm quietly.

"Fuck" I muttered to myself as I leant down and put my elbows on my knees while running my hands through my hair. I don't know why she changed her mind now. Or did she change her mind a while ago and only now say it. Fuck. I really like this girl. She was better than every other girl I have booked up with or dated before, by far. I should of asked her weeks ago, the day we first kissed down by the lake. When she liked me. I mean she must've of liked me than, right? Maybe she was just bored and thought I'd be easy to hookup with since I liked her already. I mean she was cousins with fucking Draco Malfoy. A Malfoy of all people. Her whole family are Slytherins and that. She's related to death eaters. Why didn't I see this earlier. I shouldn't of let myself catch feeling for her in the first place. Fuck I'm an idiot.