Through the dark

Escape from reality

We had a great talk about our 'fight'. I don't know if you can call it a fight but it was our first one.

Normally I don't really care about fights or arguments but this one gets me. I need to get over it, it was nothing

Pablo already fell asleep and I probably should go back to my room because tomorrow one of his teammates will wake him up or something. It's weird. We haven't told them about our relationship. I think they noticed a bit but Pablo and Pedri are always together and now I'm just with them. our relationship is private not secret

When I lay down in my bed I fell as sleep in like 10 minutes, I was probably tired

the next day my alarm goes off at 6 am

¨ Can I jump off a bridge?¨ I mumble to myself

at 8 am we have to leave again back to barca and at 7 am they want some breakfast together or something

I changed into the FC Barcelona tracksuit that they are gonna wear on their way back because I want to be matched!!

I just let my curl be curly today because I don't have time to straight it today sadly

I got a text from Pablo that he will be there in 10 minutes with Pedri so I have to hurry

I quickly pack all my clothes in and then I hear a knock on the door

¨coming¨ I say

when I open the door obviously Pablo and Pedri are standing there
¨good morning¨ they say at the same time

¨good morning¨ I say happy and then we walk to the food hall

¨how can people be hungry at 7 am?¨ I ask

¨Oh I'm hungry¨ Pedri says

¨I'll take a apple¨ I say

¨alright¨ he says while nodding

I pick up the apple and walk back to our table

¨Only that?¨ Pablo asks who was already sitting at the table

¨It's 7 am you're crazy¨ I say while I take a bite of my apple

¨here take this¨ he says while he gives me a protein bar out of his bag

¨no I don't need it, your the sporter from us¨ I say while I give it back

and in one bar already 200 calories? I can't eat it

¨you sure? one apple is not enough¨ he says

¨Okay pablo you have a point but we have to be happy she ates a apple¨ Pedri says

auch that hurts
it's true but like still?

¨ So want to play football outside?¨ I ask

¨Julia you shouldn't¨ Pedri says

¨I know¨ I say

¨So why are you going?¨ Pablo ask

¨maybe I shouldn't but I really don't care¨ I say while I stand up pick a random football and walk to the football field from this hotel

Of course they both followed me
We just played a bit and passed the ball over and after half a hour it's time to leave

¨any pain?¨ Pablo asks me when I sit next to him in the plain

¨nope¨ I say happy

¨are you sure?¨ he asks

¨I'm I really am¨ I say