Through the dark

gosh his eyes

¨So do you know what actually happened?¨ Pedri asks when he is back with my stuff

¨Uhm I know that I was walking to camp nou and I was almost there like 2 minutes walking and when I crossed over just everything went black¨ I say

¨for the rest it's just a black hole till I got into the hospital¨

¨Oh jeez¨ Pedri says

After that I got a huge headache and I think Pablo noticed

¨Everything alright?¨ Pablo asks

¨yeah it's just some headache¨ I say

¨Alright you need to sleep, I will go home it's already late¨ Pedri says

¨Why can't the both of you just stay?¨ I ask

¨I will be here in the morning, we have training but I have texted Xavi that we are not coming¨ Pedri says

¨Oh you two are gonna train, It is just 2 hours or something I will survive¨ I say

¨We will see it tomorrow¨ Pablo says

¨Good night Julia¨ Pedri says and he goes home

I look at Pablo and he looks very tired

¨Come here¨ I say

He lays down next to me and I say ¨Come closer¨

¨Sorry, I don't want to hurt you¨ He says

¨You could never hurt me¨ I say as I lay my head on his chest

He plays with my hair and says ¨It's all my fault¨

¨What? stop it, it's not your fault Pablo. You weren't even there. If it was someone's fault it was mine¨ I say

¨No it wasn't your fault¨ He says

¨It is nobody's fault¨ I say

After that I fell asleep

-time skip-

Today it's 3 months after the accident. Everything is fine , now and then still a bit headache if I do too much

Tomorrow Pablo and I are going on our first vacation where it's just the two of us. We're going to Kreta in Greece.

¨Come we need to pack ur stuff¨ I say as I jumped on his bed

¨5 minutes¨ he says

¨no come on¨ I say as I open his closet

He packs his suitcase and opens it and puts some clothes in it

¨Oh that shirt is going in my suitcase¨ I say as I pick a t-shirt from his closet

¨give it a month and I have no clothes left¨ he says

¨Then we have to buy new ones¨ I say simply

When we are done packing his stuff he asks ¨Have you already packed your stuff?¨

¨I did it like 2 weeks ago or something¨ I say

¨Come we need to sleep¨ I say because we need to leave at 4 am tomorrow/ to night

I slept amazing but really short

¨Come on Pablo we need to get up¨ I say

¨No we don't¨ we says as he snuggles closer to me

¨You wanna miss our flight?¨ I ask

¨No but 10 minutes¨ he says

¨Hmmm no¨ I say as I jump out of bed