Through the dark

I can't say I didn't cry

Today is the first match here for Spain! Pablo is really nervous like he couldn't sleep so he just went to my room. Pedri says he is not but I don't believe him. I have known him longer than today and he never says if he is nervous or scared but he just gets a little quiet.

¨I'm gonna get ready¨ Pablo says

¨You want me to come with you?¨ I ask

¨If you want so¨ he says

¨do you want it? If you want to be alone for a minute it's okay. It's your choice¨ I say

¨of course I want you to come with me¨ he says

we walk to his hotel room and he pack his stuff

¨You need to pick my outfit¨ Pablo says

¨why?¨ I ask confused

¨there is gonna be a lot of people so I need to look good¨ he says

¨hmm for who? your fan girls?¨ I ask

¨no I didn't mean it that way it's just you have a good style¨

¨I know¨ I say

I picked a beige pants and a black shirt with some white letters on the back

¨and you have your black and white dunks with you right?¨ I ask

¨yeah in my other bag¨ he says

¨wear them" I say

¨sure¨ he says

he takes off his shirt without even hesitating that I'm here

¨wait?¨ he asks when he sees me staring

¨nothing¨ I say quickly

¨it's not like you haven't seen it before¨ Pablo says

¨I actually haven't seen it in a long time¨ I say with a smirk

He walks up to me with a smirk and starts kissing me. I start going down from his neck to his six pack

You can definitely see he has been working out more lately.

¨hmm we can't do this you have to wait¨ I say while I push him off of me

¨wait? you can't just leave me like this¨ he says

¨oh I can¨ I say

¨little bitch¨ he says

¨oh shut up, go put on a shirt¨ I say while I throw the shirt at him

¨ And what if I score today?¨ he asks

¨hmm I have to think about that¨ I say

¨only if you score and win¨ I say

¨alright easy¨ he says

Okay if they now lose-

I put on Pablo's shirt of course but this time not from fc barcelona but from spain ofc! I did my make-up and tried to make a heart on my cheek with one line yellow in the middle and the rest of it red. I think it worked out well!

When the game started first I thought I was gonna be overdressed but these people?? I like it

gush I am stressed they are warming up.
I think I'm even more nervous than Pedri and Pablo? Is that even possible?

in the eleventh minute the first goal was already scored!! I think I screamed my lungs out of my body I swear but so did everyone here!!

I was just taking a video of Pablo peacefully and he just scored?????

I can't say I didn't cry.

When the game was done they won 7-0

¨omg I'm so proud of you¨ I say while I jump in his arms

¨you cried?¨ he asks

¨no¨ I say sarcastically

¨you're whole make-up is all over your face¨ he says while laughing and tries to whip it away

¨I already started crying when you and Pedri walked up the field¨ I say

¨awhh¨ he says while he gives me a thigh hug

¨I can't be prouder of you than I now am¨ I say and he lets go of the hug

then Pedri comes walking

¨omg Pepi you played so good!!¨ I say while running op to him and also giving him a hug

we went to the hotel again and just went to our room to change

¨see you in half a hour¨ I whisper into Pablo's ear before we walk to our rome

I quickly change into a sweater from Pablo and put on a short

When I walk into Pablo's room I see him already laying in bed and almost falling asleep

¨Tired?¨ I ask

¨hmm very tired¨ he says with a sleepy voice

¨just cuddling then?¨ I ask

¨if you don't find it a problem¨ he says

¨of course not if you're not in the mood¨ I say while I lay down next to him in bed

he puts his head on my stomach and I go through his fluffy hair and he fell asleep really quick

¨ goodnight love¨ I say but Pablo was already sleeping and a few minutes I also fell asleep

the next day the alarm went off really early because I need to go back to my room before anyone noticed