Through the dark

Dummy

(In this and the next chapter they talk about things like sh and that kind off stuf. If you think it's better for you to skip these Two chapters please do it. If you are struggeling please get help and try to talk to someone. you can always send me a message and I will try to help. I love you guys💖💖)

It's my first day back by my parents. it's luckily only for 1 week because I miss Pedri and Pablo already too much

but I also like it here with my friends and family

I spend the whole day with my other brother Fernando and my parents

I missed them.

¨I'm going to the shop¨ I say while I stand up and walk to the shop

I just needed some healthy things because the only thing they have here is chocolate and chips

When I got there I saw James standing there with his friends just smoking a cigarette. I walk past them like I didn't see them but then James says ¨Julia, you're back?¨

¨uhm yes I am¨ I say while I look at him

¨want some?¨ he asks while he handed me a cigarette

¨Oh no I quit¨ I say

¨oh alright then¨ he says

¨Okay give me one¨ I say

He smiles and gives me one and his lighter. I light the cigarette up and take a puff. I definitely missed the feeling of nicotine.

¨You look good¨ he says while he comes standing a bit closer to me

¨I have a boyfriend¨ I say while I take a step back

¨Oh I'm sorry¨ he says

When my cigarette was up I said ¨I need to go, bye¨

¨see you around¨ he says with a smile while I walk away

I bought some fruit and things and went back home

In the evening I was reading a book while I got a text from James

¨can't he leave me alone for just one second¨ I say to myself

James: hey, wanna go for a walk and smoke some cigarettes?

Me: Nah, one was enough

James: boring

Me: you can say that to yourself

James: Sorry sweetheart

Me: nah don't call me that

James: What are you gonna do about it?

Me: I can still report you by the police for what you did so if I was you, I would shut up

James: Wow, have you learned this new attitude from your new boyfriend huh?

Me: always had it, you are now just pussy enough to listen

James: yeez, calm down. You're overreacting now

me: I'm the one who is overreacting?

James: yes you are

Me: please leave me alone

James: nah

Me: James shut up, I don't want to speak to you ever again

James: you said that before but everytime you come back

Me: I never came back

James: you did it even today, smoking that cigarette

Me: stop James just stop after everything you did to me I can't handle this