THIRTY-ONE: confessions

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Niragi looks at me, hurt and anger rolled into one. The glass of water had smacked him on the chest then shattered on the floor, and now tiny, invisible shards of glass are laid all around. He has shoes on though, to my disappointment.

"What's your problem?" He says incredulously.

My eyes narrow.

You WHAT.

"Hand me a towel right fucking now." I say, my voice low and dripping with venom.

He looks at my submerged body, only partially obscured by bubbles, and pauses.

"FUCKING PERVERT! I SAID GIVE ME A TOWEL!" I yell, face burning up and head pounding.

He wordlessly passes me a towel, turning around. I stand in the bath, water cascading off me, and wrap the towel quickly around me. Wringing out my hair, I could almost cry.

"You done?" His voice cracks.

"No." I say firmly, then carefully clamber out the tub, slowly placing my foot down. Luckily I manage to find a part of the floor with no glass.

"I'm turning back around now." Niragi says, and I ball my fists up.

"NO. I'm drying my hair fucking idiot." I spit out, tiptoeing past his turned back.

He huffs, and I take another step, but my luck seems to have run out as I step right on a massive shard of glass, which embeds itself in my foot.

I curse loudly, tugging it out frantically. Too late though, Niragi's noticed my escape plan, and walks over, shoes crunching on the glass.

"Let me carry you," he says, opening his arms.

I cringe away, stepping on another piece of glass, my blood smearing on the cold tile.

"Get away from me," I hiss past the tears.

I just want to curl up in a ball and die. Anger bubbles back up.

"YOU FUCKING KISSED SOME GIRL. IN THE MIDDLE OF THE LOBBY." I shout, not daring to move anymore.

"No, no." He presses his fingers in his eyes, "I can explain, please."

I start shaking.

"I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR FUCKING FACE, GET OUT." tears start streaming down my face. I get a little emotional when I'm mad, "YOU'LL NEVER CHANGE, JUST LEAVE."

"It wasn't like that. And how about you, getting pissed and kissing a load of other guys?" He seethes.

Huh. I don't remember that.

"IT WAS ALL BECAUSE OF YOU, WHAT DID YOU EXPECT? SERIOUSLY, WHY DID YOU KISS HER?"

"I DON'T KNOW, OK? I DON'T-" He stops shouting, looking like he wants to say more but can't.

"NO I TOLD YOU TO GET OUT. GET OUT." I walk over the glass, barely feeling the pricking on my feet now, and start shoving him towards the door.

He gasps in surprise, "Stop, what are you doing, look at your feet, you're hurting yourself."

"GET OUT." I sob, barely able to breath past the thick lump in my throat.

Niragi picks me up bridal style, ignoring my shouting, and places me on the bathroom counter. I immediately jump off and slap him hard, right across the face.

"I hate you." I say finally.

We stand perfectly still for a moment, staring into each other's eyes. I wait for him to say something. Anything. But he doesn't, and the moment is over.

I march out, ignoring the searing pain on the soles of my feet, ignoring how I slip a little on the floor, slick with my blood. I grab the first item of clothing I see strewn on my floor, and open the door, my heart splintering into a million pieces.

I'm about to leave my apartment and go look for someone when a cold hand closes around my arm and yanks me back.

Niragi pushes my door shut, then throws me on the bed. My heart races as I sit there, not knowing what to do.

"You're not leaving." He says.

I get up, but he pushes me back down, making me yell in surprise. I adjust my towel so it's still covering me.

"Let me go," I say slowly, then try to get up again.

He pushes me down, then climbs over me, pinning me to the bed. Panic gets a hold of me.

"NIRAGI LET ME GO GODDAMMIT," I scream, kicking and trying to break free.

"SHUT UP. JUST BE QUIET." he yells back.

"NO LET ME FUCKING GO YOU CAN'T TOUCH ME." I squirm violently, but his grip doesn't loosen.

"I CAN'T LET YOU LEAVE."

"YES YOU CAN, JUST LET ME GO, LET ME GO," I start repeating that until my voice breaks, and he just watches me.

"ENOUGH. I'M NOT LETTING YOU GO," he finally cuts in.

"WHY?!"

He lowers his voice, "Because I've messed up enough things already. And this won't be one of them," then he gives me this look, like he's willing me to understand him, to think how he thinks.

"What do you mean by 'this'?" I ask cautiously, trying not to rile him up again too much.

"You. And me. Oh for fucks sake, just put two and two together."

I roll my eyes, "You can get off me now."

"You're going to run away."

"No I'm not. I just want to get dressed."

He sighs, eyes flicking over both of mine.

"Fine."

He rolls off me, and I carefully get up, watching him warily as I start the hunt for a bikini to wear.

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Haven't proofread yet, but am currently working on the next chapterrr <33

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