Forever after all Book 3 of I married the devil himself series

lose you to love me chapter 46

A/N: I hope you enjoy my version of lose you to love me so it fits this chapter!

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Violet's POV

I'm back stage at the VMAs getting ready to perform a new song I wrote that isn't about my husband I'm sure after hearing it you'll know who it's about I'm just glad my husband has been so understanding about this I need to get this out there and I know he will be here with his wife...

You wanted me from the moment you saw me
In that moment I never knew how perfect you
Seemed to be, but salt and sugar look alike also
You said I was your princess, you told me I'm your everything but you left out the part where you had a daughter, and the mother to her who you were still inlove with, what I didn't realize
In that moment of finding out was...

I needed to HATE you, to find myself..
I needed to lose you to love me, to find my true happiness.. I see moving on was easy in just a few months you married again while I sat back, chilled with my friends and healed slowly from
The pain in private, hid it from the world..
Now I can't believe what I've found after losing
You I'm finally me, I love me, I've found my happiness, my forever, my home in one amazing person

I never knew I went blindly without looking back now I know I did and I realize now that
I needed to HATE you to find myself, I needed to
Lose you to love myself it was killing me softly
I needed to find myself by hating you I was slowly losing myself for you, when you were
Going along with everything like was fine but it wasn't I was your "angel" now I'm me and me without you feels amazing and such a feeling I never knew or even thought I'd feel but I love it

Once I'm done everyone cheers and claps I look over to drex he's got his head down with Chole comforting him. I walk off stage not looking back.

"Baby are you alright?" Liam asks

"It needed to be said and I feel better babe." I say smiling

He smiles back "Strongest woman I know."

I kiss his lips passionately he kisses back.

"No I'm going to confront her." Drex says

"Babe let it go." Chole says

"No she looked right at me."

"No she didn't she looked at the crowd. Drex! DREX!" Chole yells.

As I'm kissing my husband I feel a rough tap on my back.

"Excuse me?" Drex says annoyed

I laugh pulling away from my husband.

"What exactly is it that you need?" I ask as Liam wraps his arms around my waist.

"What the hell was that?" He asks

"What the hell was what exactly?" I ask

"You looked at me each time you said hate."

"Actually I looked at the crowd how about you get your facts straight before you assume shit." I snap

"Hmm right okay." He says annoyed

"Look I really don't care what you believe or what you don't. Have a good night Drex and Chole you look great." I say smiling then leaving with my husband.

"Thank you" she says smiling